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  1. Public Bookmark 47

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    “You know, I think we have this tendency to think of chaos as a bad thing. Like, if something’s chaotic it must be harmful, and it must be changed, or…ordered. But I think chaos itself is…natural, you know? The world around us thrives on chaos. Small changes make big differences. The butterfly effect, I guess. And, at its best, out of chaos comes creativity. I think it’s more about how we respond to the chaos that counts.”

    “And how do I...we— How does anyone do that? Respond to the chaos?”

    “I guess…learn to ride the wave, chef.”

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    Or, the bear, seasons five and six.

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    24 Jul 2025

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    They don’t go their separate ways after the fight.
    They end up at her place, acting like they’ve lost their damn minds — drinking too much, touching too much, pretending nothing matters while everything clearly does.
    They get wrecked trying to fix their mess.

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    09 Jul 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    Me imagining S5 things. Carmy keeps staying late at the restaurant, and Syd wonders why he hasn't moved on yet. Title from the Ronettes song featured in S4. Carmy being a munchaholic as he tends to do in all my fics.

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    05 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 73

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    Six meetings.
    Five on accident.
    One on purpose.

    After Sydney leaves The Bear, she and Carmy keep colliding in restaurants, in cities, in versions of their lives that don’t quite fit. The past follows them like heat.

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    04 Jun 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 85

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    Syd reveals her New York meal, Nat has the baby, and Carmy rediscovers amusement and enjoyment — in food and in other things, too.

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    27 May 2025