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    Five times Ilya left hickies on Shane, and one time Shane left them on Ilya

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    5 + 1 Hollanov drabble collection!!

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  2. Public Bookmark 87

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    “I wouldn’t let the loon get you,” Shane whispers, reaching around to stroke Ilya’s cheek with the back of his index finger.

    “Promise?” Ilya whispers back, likes that it feels like they are sharing a secret.

    “Promise,” Shane indulges. “You are very safe here with me.”

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    “Do you like ginger ale? Do you drink it?”

    Ilya is quiet for a moment, his eyes shifting, moving over every inch of Shane’s face quickly, studying him as Shane holds his breath, his heart beating so loudly he can hear it.

    “No,” Ilya says as he stands up slowly. “I don’t drink ginger ale, it's boring soda.”

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    Instead of freaking out and leaving when Ilya calls him Shane, Shane still freaks out, but he stays and is brave.

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    After their engagement, Ilya and Shane return to Russia under the cover of the Irina Foundation, knowing it may be the last time Ilya ever sets foot there. What waits for him is not closure, but grief, memory, and a past he learned to survive by becoming quiet and hard.

    It isn’t about going back to the life he escaped.
    It’s about one final goodbye—to the place that shaped him, and to the mother he never stopped missing.

    With Shane beside him—steady, patient, and fiercely careful—Ilya faces grief he’s spent years surviving, old fear that still lives in his bones, and the quiet truth he’s been avoiding:
    some doors don’t close cleanly… but you can still choose how to leave them.

    This is a story about grief, survival, and choosing a future where home is no longer a place, but a person.

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    Shane is the one naked and dripping wet, and he still feels like Ilya is the one who exudes sex. Just standing there, brushing his teeth. When Shane turns off the water, Ilya hands him a towel and then turns around to rinse his mouth with the hotel mouth wash. He leaves the bathroom before Shane is done, and this is the moment where a tiny inkling Shane has ignored all day becomes a full blown suspicion.

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    Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.

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