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the fourth case for self-reproach by fensandmarshes for intherainfic
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
01 Mar 2025
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Minho was gay — twice over, for boys and alphas — which shouldn’t have mattered, except that something in Jisung settled in Minho’s presence, made him want to rile him up and then dart away whenever Minho snapped, began to blossom low and sweet in his stomach like some kind of ugly flower.
Wrong and right, to be wanted in a way he wasn’t. But he liked Minho so much. Let Minho bring him drinks to class and call himself Jisung’s hyung in alpha-alpha register, and even that stung a little, the shape of the verb endings, but it was sweetened by the iced tea, made manageably bitter by the Americano in his hand. Minho was beautiful, in a porcelain sort of way, and smelled like young alpha, and let Jisung flirt with him and press his nose into Minho’s throat and call him alpha in as husky a voice as he could muster. Let Jisung stay, even as he wanted more than he could have, even as he knew Minho wouldn’t want him. Didn’t want him. Couldn’t.
Jisung asks Minho to stay with him for rut. Things unravel.
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17 Nov 2025
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the colour of a constellation fallin' into place by fensandmarshes
Fandom: Stray Kids (Band)
11 Nov 2025
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18 Nov 2025
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Chan has known Lee Minho for all of twenty minutes when he says, unprompted, “Has anybody ever told you that you come across like the kind of guy who desperately needs to be told he’s a good boy?”
It's such a devastating read that Chan can't even argue with it.
Ode to the early-twenties messy-poly queer friend group where everyone's at least a little in love with each other. Also ode to Chan's praise kink, which is visible from space.
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18 Nov 2025
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Minho, who had accompanied the two of them to the biosciences library for reasons known only to him, had glanced up and said, “Have you thought about switching to weekly ones?”
“What?” Jeongin had said.
“Subcutaneous. They’re slower-release.” Minho seemed vaguely uninterested, the way he always did unless he was too excited about something to hide it, Jeongin was learning. “So you don’t get the peaks and valleys as much, but it’s more of a hassle to have a shot every week. I can show you how to do it, if you want.”
The inherent romance in letting someone inject you with HRT!
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17 Nov 2025
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Andante:
moderately slow, a tempo marking in musicMinho and Jisung are tenors at a summer choir program in New York City. Everything about Jisung annoys Minho — until it doesn’t — so there’s no shot he’s going to fall for him and risk his summer — until he does.
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17 Nov 2025
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The Pathology of Attraction and Other Narcotics by theproblematique
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
10 Nov 2024
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A new class of interns start their residency in Emergency Medicine at Seoul National University Hospital.
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15 Nov 2025
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Jisung shifts, tugging Minho’s hoodie up higher, nose buried in the collar. His eyes are closed, but Minho can see his ears twitch at his words. “Look at you, mmh? My little omega’s been busy nesting.”
Usually, that would spark a huff, maybe an annoyed snap about being an alpha too. But instead, Jisung preens. His lashes flutter, his cheeks flush, and then it happens: a soft, high chirp slips out of him, as if it’s instinctive, almost subconscious.
Minho goes still.
OR: Jisung and Minho are both alphas— Jisung gets bitched.
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14 Nov 2025
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“Jagi—Hyung—”
Minho was hoping he’d sleep a little longer. He grumbles where he’s still pocketed in Jisung’s throat, but then Jisung pulls back, enough that shiny eyes meet his. They’re laying so close together that their bangs kiss and tangle together between them.
“Hyung, what’re you doing?” Jisung whispers.
He looks so lovely, a small animal in a cage peering up at Minho. “Ah, so cute,” he can’t help but say, thumbing the soft skin under Jisung’s eye.
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14 Nov 2025
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How could someone this handsome guard anyone? Wouldn’t he be more of a distraction than a threat? Maybe that’s his secret weapon—maybe he uses his face to hypnotize people into leaving the person he's protecting alone. It sounds like the plot of an anime. There should be an anime like that out there; Jisung makes a note to search bodyguard anime when he’s home for the evening.
Jisung hires a human anti-anxiety pill.
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11 Nov 2025
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Minho scoffs. “Why are you being so gross tonight?”
Hyunjin slides his card across the bar, hums in thought. “I don’t know,” he answers honestly, though Minho’s question had been rhetorical. He just likes to hear himself gab. “Maybe it’s the fact that three nights ago in Chicago Han Jisung held your hand during Alien and you would’ve never known that tonight we’d catch him alone, clearly on the pull, in some back-alley hipster-shit bar.” He plucks the toothpick from his drink, pops an olive into his mouth, and states through his munching, “Basically, I’m on fire.”
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Minho and Hyunjin are 3RACHA groupies.
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16 Oct 2025
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It starts with a box. A small square of cardboard sitting innocuously in the hallway in front of Minho’s door when he gets back from his Social Exclusion lecture. There’s a strip of silver tape across the top and a typed label with the address of the alpha dorm building but no name or return address.
That box is the sole reason for the calamities to press upon him.
Well, no, it isn’t but Minho occasionally endeavours to enjoy the luxury of blaming someone or something else for his hardships.
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15 Oct 2025
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Minho is tired. He’s so, so tired, and he’s felt unsafe in his own life since the day he discovered Seojoon and his lover in his bed. At work, in Minho’s flat, at his favourite park with the hideous fountain, he’s always listening for footsteps behind him, braced for impact and seeing danger everywhere with his nerves feeling peeled raw. He’s spiralling downward, he knows he is, and he’s not even sure what’s real anymore.
Making a deal with a demon isn’t the worst-case scenario right now.
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15 Oct 2025
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Minho has never hated himself more than he does in this moment, because the first thought that crosses his mind once his eyes land on the face in front of him is please, please be the roommate, please be the roommate.
“Thanks a lot for letting us stay here,” the taller of the two says with a smile that’s courteous, yet still seems genuine. “I’m—” not the roommate, not the roommate, Minho pleads silently “—Seungmin. It’s nice to meet you.
Seungmin. The roommate. Minho smiles anyway, gives him a quick, polite handshake, and then turns back to who can only be his cousin’s boyfriend.
“That makes you Jisung, then?”
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14 Oct 2025
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Jisung is going to kill his boyfriends when they all get home. Or he’s going to jump their bones.
Hard to say right now when all he can think about is how hot and on edge he is. He feels like he could come from a breeze hitting his dick.
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08 Oct 2025
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“I’m just curious,” Jisung insists. He fidgets on the bed, pressing harder against the cool wall at his back. The words feel wrong in his mouth, like chewing on grains of sand. Like a lie. “Can't a guy be curious about his friends' sex lives?”
Changbin flicks his forehead with aggression that Jisung thinks is wholly unwarranted. “You deserved that,” Changbin informs him and smiles, an awful, knowing smile that makes Jisung instantly uneasy. “Is that what's eating at you, that you’ve never had Minho-hyung like that? Being his self-proclaimed soulmate and favourite person in the world isn’t enough, is it? You want all of him to yourself.” Changbin tsks, wagging a finger at him. “Greedy, greedy Hannie.”
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01 Oct 2025
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Jisung knows he needs to change it. There is zero way he can submit episodes with a carbon copy of his lover as the literal protagonist. But, every time he tried to change the shape of the nose, or soften the lips, or dial back the thighs — his fingers betrayed him. Every line pulled itself back to the same place.
Minho’s place.
If Jisung had been a normal manhwa author, then maybe this would be okay. The drawing of Minho is as flattering and handsome.
The incriminating part comes from scrolling down to the next panel, which connects his soft but defined torso and heavy thighs into what is, obviously, his erect dick.
His erect, tentacle dick.
This is hardly the first alien dick Jisung's drawn, and he’d be surprised if it was his last. But it is admittedly the first he’s ever drawn that connects to his (almost) boyfriend.
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Jisung is a BL manhwa author with a moderate (cult) following. Maybe this wouldn't be such an obstruction to his blooming relationship with Minho, if he could just stop being a pervert for five minutes.
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24 Sep 2025
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"I know for a fact that the others would love the idea, they just haven't been brave enough to say."
Chan learns to be brave.
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- Part 2 of Pro Re Nata Series
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24 Sep 2025
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“There are two rooms, and the lodge is more than big enough for two adults. We’re both relatively sane, which is always a bonus. You couldn’t murder me, though it’d be fun to see you try, and I promise I’ll try not to murder you.” Minho blinked guilelessly, apparently at the end of his speech. “Stay.”
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When Jisung arrives at his vacation house to find it double booked, his options are to return home, tail tucked between his legs, or learn to cohabit with the handsome, enigmatic stranger already occupying the lodge.
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17 Sep 2025
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“And what about Minho, hm? Has he ever given you a reason to doubt how much he wants to see you?”
“No,” Jisung replied, for once not having to overthink his answer. “Never.”
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16 Sep 2025
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Chan bit his earlobe again, not quite hard enough to hurt. One hand moved from Felix’s waist, under his white shirt to stroke over his stomach, his ribs. “Has today been too bad for this?” he asked, barely audible.
“No,” Felix said immediately, making Chan giggle again. It was such a sweet sound, completely in contrast with the way he tightened his hold and moved his wandering hand further.
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16 Sep 2025