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  1. Rec 12

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    “We need to stop this” Seungkwan lets out, worrying at her lower lip. “To stop this?” Hansol echoes quietly. Seungkwan sits down next to her, hoping that her face expression isn't showing all of the overwhelming emotions she feels for her best friend. Their thighs touch and the skin contact feels like it’s burning her. “We need to stop sleeping with each other”

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    It's not ideal to have feelings for your best friend. It's even less ideal to catch feelings when you're in a friends with benefits arrangement. Seungkwan has to deal with those overwhelming feelings on her own — or, well, she has to until she lets Hansol in.

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    09 Nov 2025

  2. Rec 19

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    He meant to listen to it. Really, he did, but he fell right back asleep and only woke up to his last alarm, the one that meant he had five minutes before he had to be out the door. There wasn’t time.
    And in his defense, nobody made it this long in this close of an orbit around Seungkwan if they didn’t know how to tell the occasional white lie.

    Seungkwan's got a new song out. Vernon takes it in stride. Totally.

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    09 Nov 2025

  3. Rec 21

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    seungkwan calls vernon at 3 am. vernon answers.

    [alternately, verkwan being domestic af.]

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    09 Nov 2025

  4. Rec 38

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    “Hey, uh—” Hansol looked up at him with a sheepish smile. “I don’t think I’ve, you know, seen you before. Do you work here, or…?”

    Seungkwan blinks.

    Right.

    Hansol didn’t have a clue who Seungkwan was. Not a single fucking one.

    And it was too far-fetched to assume he was at the Oscars as an actor, apparently. Jesus Christ, ‘do you work here?’ Did he look so out of place that it seemed like the more likely option for him to be a goddamn waiter?


    When Seungkwan receives the letter offering him a major role in an anticipated dystopian film, he believes it to be—wants it to be—a joke. Some elaborate plot from the universe to ridicule him.
    Because the other protagonist, the counterpart to his character, is played by none other than Chwe Hansol. The person he has spent actively hating for the last four years.
    He accepts anyway, of course. Because the one thing that’s worse than acting alongside Hansol, is accepting defeat in this unspoken battle of theirs.

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    26 Oct 2025

  5. Rec 33

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    Seungkwan thinks that if they do this for a third time, Hansol might finally admit that he loves him.

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    Seungkwan and Hansol have kissed three times over the past few weeks, each time getting more and more intense.

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    23 Oct 2025