17 Works by jylbas

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    Eddie knows Buck loves him. He knows he would kiss him back, hold him, make him feel safe. Because that’s Buck. And wherever Eddie goes, Buck follows.
    Eddie knows, Buck wouldn’t reject him if he laid out his heart in front of him.
    But that’s the thing. Buck doesn’t know. He sure wouldn’t think twice about it, cause that’s how they are and Buck’s always done everything for everyone else. He doesn’t think he’s worth it, so he thinks he has to prove it. And god Eddie wants to prove it, wants to scream at him and shake him awake, that he is enough.
    He doesn’t. Instead he tries to show him. And maybe, if he would tell him how he feels, how much he loves him. Maybe Buck would be okay. They would be okay.
    But Eddie knows Buck is not ready for that. Not yet anyway. He doesn’t want to take it away from him, the realization, the revelation. He wants Buck to have this for himself, wants him to make the first step. Because he knows Buck loves him and he has all the time in the world.
    So he waits.

    Or Eddie figures out a lot of stuff, but he is not afraid of Buck not loving him back. He knows he does

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    And then it happened. Ennoshita was doing a rather hard reception and in the process his shirt slipped up just a bit. Tanaka stared right at a piece of Ennoshita’s skin, just above the waistband of his shorts, adorned with muscles. He felt the heat rise up to his face.
    Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck. This couldn’t be happening. Why on earth did he have to look so good? "It is disgusting." The words were back before he could stop them and they circled through his brain. But why? Why the hell did it feel so good then?

    ~

    His whole life Tanaka had been taught that being gay is something to be ashamed of. But then there's Ennoshita and Tanaka is in for the emotional ride of his life. That includes a sexuality crisis, a very chaotic first kiss, family drama and a very oblivious best friend.

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    Bob nahm Peters Hand in seine. Er zuckte kurz, zog sie aber nicht zurück. Er beugte sich mit klopfendem Herzen vor. Es war vermutlich richtig dumm, was er gerade tat. Er könnte ihre ganze Freundschaft zerstören, aber es war ihm egal.
    Peter lehnte sich ebenfalls vor und Bob konnte seinen Atem auf seinen Lippen spüren. Er wollte gerade die letzten Zentimeter überbrücken, aber Peter drehte sich plötzlich weg. „Wollen wir tanzen?“, fragte er und ein enttäuschtes Gefühl machte sich bei dem plötzlichen Themenwechsel in Bob breit. Natürlich. Was hatte er erwartet. Dass sein bester Freund ihn einfach so küsste?

    Oder Peter und Bob verbringen einen chaotischen Abend zusammen, der einige Gefühle aufkommen lässt.

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    Suddenly the door from number 308 was thrown open and Daichi flinched. “No, Kenma!”
    Daichi stopped. He knew that voice. Kuroo. He didn’t dare to look up and looked at the key in his hands very concentrated instead.
    Daichi unlocked his door and hoped that Kuroo would just pass him. This couldn’t be true. There he was, moving to Tokyo to study, so that he wouldn’t encounter anyone he knew and then his neighbour was fucking Kuroo. What were the odds of that happening? How much did the universe hate him?

    aka Daichi being an oblivious idiot with trauma and Kuroo trying his best to be nice.

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    “So…” Kuroo broke the silence. “How much for the hoodie?”
    “Four packs of ice cream and a date.” The words left his mouth, before he could think about them and Kuroo didn’t give him a chance to take it back. “Deal”, he said immediately and a grin crossed his face as he turned around and walked down the hallway. “Night Sa’amura.” He raised a hand as if waving, but didn’t look back.

    aka Daichi made a stupid deal which costs him his favourite hoodie and he's really doomed cause he's in love with an idiot.

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    “Are you smelling my hoodie?”, Kuroo asked and Daichi jumped at the sound.
    “Jesus Christ”, he said. He hadn’t noticed Kuroo staring. “You scared me.”
    Bokuto looked at him too now, all of them ignoring what was going on in the movie. “You’re acting weird today”, Bokuto stated and Daichi looked away. “I’m not acting weird”, he muttered.
    “Yes you do.” Kuroo let out a huffed laugh. “You’re sniffing our clothes.”

    aka Daichi going to a movie night with his favourite idiots and acting weirder than usual, cause his massive crush is showing.

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    “You promised. You won’t leave me alone, you said.”
    “Noya, I didn’t stand you up, you mean way too much to me, you know that, I wouldn’t leave you alone.”
    “You always said that.” Noya looked up to the sky. “And then you left me.”
    Asahi laughed. “Come on Noya, stop joking around, I didn’t leave you. I just had to do some things, that’s no reason to be dramatic.”
    But Noya didn’t laugh. “You promised”, he said and his voice was filled with anger. “How am I ever going to believe you anything again?”

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    “You’re that sly little bitch from Aoba Johsai!”, Suga frowned.
    “I wouldn’t say I’m little, but you’re the bench warmer from Karasuno, I remember.”
    “Okay no”, Suga said, got his feet off the table and stood up. “I’m gonna go get another room.”
    “Ouch. Words hurt you know.”
    “Ahahaha, real funny, but how am I gonna survive this semester, if you’re my roommate.”
    “Okay calm down, I’m not that bad. How bout we just start over again.”
    ~
    “Can I ask you a favour?” Makki eventually asked.
    “Yeah, sure”, Suga answered.
    “I need you to be my fake boyfriend.”
    “What?”
    “Sorry, it’s dumb, I know, but… It would be just for Christmas and-”
    “Okay hold on, stop. You want me to be your fake boyfriend? For Christmas?”

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    “No! You’re acting like a damn fool! Don’t tell me you’re not in love with Kiyoko. I see the way you’re looking at her.”
    “I am, but-” Tanaka started again.
    “You fucking asshole!”, Ennoshita shouted, tears forming in his eyes.
    “I’m-”
    “Why the fuck are you playing with my feelings like that? The flirting? The staring? And now this? I’m not a fucking game you can play like you want. You don’t have a fucking clue what you’re doing to me.”

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    Suga sat down next to him. “You know”, he said. “It’s okay to cry. You don’t have to hide it from me.”
    “You don’t understand”, Daichi said quietly.
    “I think I do.”
    Daichi shook his head and the tears started falling down again.
    “You wanna talk about it?” Daichi could feel Suga’s eyes on him, but he looked at the concrete in front of him.
    “I don’t want you to get mad at me”, he whispered.
    “I could never get mad at you, Daichi.”

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    “We shouldn’t do this.”
    “Mhm.”
    “This is wrong.”
    “You’re right.”
    “We should stop.”
    “Definitely.”
    “We both like other guys.”
    “Yeah.”

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    “Can you explain to me what the hell is wrong with you?”
    Daichi remained silent. What should he even say? Oh, I just fell in love with you, my best friend and I can’t get my jealousy under control. Hardly likely.
    “You were that strange the whole week”, Suga continued to rail. Oh yes. Daichi knew. Because he had finally admitted that he was in love. But that was exactly the problem.

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    “You seem like a very confident person”, he said without thinking about his words.
    “You think so?”, Tanaka asked, but Akaashi ignored his question.
    “Why are you so nervous around me?”
    “Huh?” Tanaka’s eyebrows shot up.
    “I mean you’re always stuttering or you seem to not find words.” Akaashi laughed quietly. “Am I that intimidating?”
    “No”, Tanaka hurried to say. “I’m… It’s just that… gosh… I like you.”

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    "Please, can somebody tell me why I’m going on vacations with you again?”
    “You love us.”
    “You want to take the opportunity to drown us at the beach.”
    “Also we just graduated.”
    “I think it was the second point”, Tsukishima muttered.
    ~
    To celebrate their graduation, the four friends decided to go on vacations. And while they are the absolute chaos and Tsukishima is absolutely done with them, he also notices that he might feel more for those three absolute sweet idiots.

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    Hinata came back from Brazil and now plays for the MSBY. The sudden invitations to a party, held by his old highschool captain Daichi makes him go through a lot of emotions he tried to forget. And now he's there, but they are there too. His old friends, who surely must hate him now. And he doesn't know how to act, so he drinks to forget. But then he does something he swore he would never do. Confess.

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    Kinoshita is insecure about his volleyball skills and Yamamoto has to yell at his boyfriend in order for him to snap out of his thoughts.

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    “Oikawa Tooru on the line.”
    “Oi Shittykaw-”
    “Just kidding, this is just the mailbox. Leave me a message.”

    Iwaizumi hates that he could always see colours, because that means he will never have a soulmate.
    Oikawa has something important to tell. But while Iwaizumi waits for him his worries grow bigger and bigger.

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