kaleidoscopic_phan
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Ilya is loading the dishwasher. Everything is normal and good.
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A Spirit of Supplication by kaleidoscopic_phan
Fandoms: Thor (Movies), Norse Religion & Lore
23 Jan 2021
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"Will you make me say it?" his brother croaked, pushed forward as he was by Thor's shallow hard thrusts.
"I will hear you say it until your voice breaks and then once more for good measure," Thor replied.
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Between the Shadow and the Soul by kaleidoscopic_phan
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
22 May 2020
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There is nothing of Draco’s in the room: just a heavy air of sadness and the stink of exhaustion. It sits heavy on Draco’s bones, this lethargy, burrowing and hiding until it's at the heart of him, pulling at his magic, cracking at his core.
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Eighth year is quiet and painful. Everyone's acting like planets knocked out of orbit, cold and sad and alone. Then, there's Harry Potter.
Maybe eighth year can be more than just broken remnants of the solar system.
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one of your eyes is always half-shut (something happened when you were a kid) by jade_werla
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander is not a small fucking guy; he is all muscle, with big, calloused hockey-player hands and eyes nearly pretty enough to disguise the violence hidden in breadth of his shoulders.
Alexei is impressed.
Not a bad get, for someone fished out of a pool of hockey men who look like thumbs, their noses like squashed tomatoes and ears like boat sails. If it could not be beautiful, nosy bitch Svetlana, if it has to be a man, if it has to be a hockey player, then rich as God Shane Hollander isn’t the worst Ilyusha could have pulled.
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or Alexei is in deep shit. He can’t get to Ilya, so he tries the next best thing.Bookmarked by kaleidoscopic_phan
15 Apr 2026
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The world did not work like this, with him under Rozanov, with Rozanov fucking him for the first time in his life and then again and again and again. It did not work like hiding his whole life, the important parts of it, from his parents. But also, it did. And fuck if Shane was going to give it all up because he was scared.
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15 Apr 2026
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Ilya smoked in the dream.
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14 Apr 2026
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pronoms possessifs by artifice
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Mar 2026
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alternatively: “that’s his baby,” or maybe, “romanza, andante con moto.” Shane tries to write a love letter to his husband. He succeeds, more or less.
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13 Apr 2026
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car wash redhead, tube top R.E.M. concert, juror #6 by rockbound
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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The only trick is to have no fear, and even less fear than that the more trouble one is in. Ilya cannot teach that to a man who has directed his energies into becoming, not like a saint, but like a painting of a saint, all dripping in symbolism: the way the robe drapes here, yes, that is on purpose, and the angle of the light, the patron’s face in the crowd, the instrument of the martyrdom in his hand and the fruit in the bowl on the table, all arranged except when—
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13 Apr 2026