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    Ilya froze. He turned slowly onto his side. The sight he was met with was probably the best thing he could have ever hoped for at 7:00 in the morning. Shane was asleep, but his face was scrunched in a way that Ilya was only used to seeing when he was awake. Awake, and trying not to come while Ilya drilled into him, or took him in his mouth, or worked his hand up and down his length. Shane was having a wet dream. About him.

    Or: Shane has a wet dream. Ilya witnesses the whole thing and makes it a reality.

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    Scott and Eric gave eachother a look that Shane and Ilya knew all too well. The slightly disapproving, how the fuck did this even happen look. It never seemed to bother Shane much, but it always got under Ilya’s skin. Loving Shane was the easiest thing in the world for him, so why did everyone else have such a hard time accepting it? He could understand the initial shock, but it had been two years since they were outed. No one gave Scott and Kip that look anymore, or Eric and Kyle. So why them?

    “What?” Ilya asked, annoyed.

    “Nothing! Nothing,” Scott said defensively. “It’s just still a little weird to me.”

    “Is weird to you that I am in love with a man? You are homophobic now, Hunter?”

    “That is obviously not what I meant. It’s just… you two. Together. It has never made sense. Like some sort of weird enemies-to-lovers trope.”

    Or Ilya defends him and Shane's relationship to their friends, and Shane is stupidly in love.

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    Between seasons, the guys meet up in New York at the Kingfisher to shoot the shit. The conversation soon turns to a game of Never Have I Ever.

    Shane Hollander hates to lose, and this time is no exception.

    “Ilya” Shane’s face was pressed into his neck.
    “Yes, mishka.” Ilya murmured quietly.
    “Am I a slut?” Shane asked.

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  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    FEBRUARY 2011.
    In one version of the story everything was simple.
    A snowstorm buried Boston in white silence, flights were grounded, and Ilya Rozanov never made it across the border. Shane Hollander waited in Montreal while winter quietly erased the possibility of “next time".
    And that was it.
    A missed game. A missed chance. A closed door.
    But this is not that story.
    This time there is no storm. No cancelled flights. No excuses written in weather reports.
    The game is in Boston, under bright arena lights and clear skies, as if the universe itself decided to behave.
    Shane Hollander lands in Boston.
    Ilya Rozanov is already there.
    And somewhere between chirps on the ice and glances that linger too long, they both realize something worse than distance is possible.
    Because when nothing stops them from meeting… there’s nothing left to blame when everything still goes wrong.

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    16 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 9

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    OCTOBER 2016.
    For years, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have lived by two simple rules: keep it casual and never let it become something more. But when Ilya unexpectedly asks Shane to stay the night and wakes up early to make him breakfast the careful distance between them begins to crack.
    In the original story, Ilya is the first to whisper Shane's name, triggering a moment of terrifying intimacy that sends Shane running and starts two months of silence.
    But what if everything happened differently?
    What if Shane was the one brave enough to say "Ilya" first? What if Ilya was the one who panicked, pushed Shane away, and spent the next two months regretting the biggest mistake of his life?

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