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    Turn back around, Ivan thinks quietly, look at me one last time before you go.

    He wonders if this is how Eurydice felt, wanting a tangible sign of Orpheus’ love, to know that he loved her to the point of losing her. Ivan wonders if Till’s gaze would immortalize him or pass right through him, forever in search of the pink hues of the dawn rather than midnight skies.

    “You have no idea what you do to me,” Ivan whispers, helplessly caught in Till’s gravity. He thinks that this longing will consume him.

    (Or, 4 moments of Ivan loving Till like his god’s most devoted believer, and 1 moment of Till loving him back.)

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    31 May 2025

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    “The stars are falling down,” Ivan says, watching the way the edges of the phosphorescent stickers slowly detach from the ceiling. He reaches up as if to touch them, but the ceiling looms far beyond his reach.

    “Stop being so dramatic,” Till says, studying the sheet music in his hands from his position on the floor beside Ivan’s bed. “They’re just glow in the dark stars that we bought when we were 7, you could buy a better pack if you wanted to.”

    “I can’t help it,” Ivan says, his eyes sliding over to trace the gentle curve of Till’s neck as he hunches over the papers. “When I like something, I have no room for anything else.”

    (Or, a childhood friends AU where Ivan’s spent more than half of his life being in love with his best friend with eyes the color of the sea.)

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    30 May 2025

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    Oh.

     

    Oh, shit.

     

    “Ah, fuck,” he puts his head in his hands. He’s so fucked. “Mizi, I think I care about him, maybe just a little.”

    Till feels like Ivan is slipping past his fingers. Or, maybe, he's just a little in love and can't say it.

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    06 Feb 2025

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    01 Feb 2024

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    “I don’t want to tell them the truth.” Kaveh repeats, and he’s walking a few steps one way, then the other, pacing the opposite side of the room. There’s cogs turning in his mind and Alhaitham wishes he could throw a wrench in there somehow to make them stop. “I want… I want to pretend it’s real.”

    or, Kaveh wants a taste of freedom, and Alhaitham's always willing to be part of an experiment.

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    13 Jan 2024