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Kim has learned to catalog touch into two distinct categories: violent, and nonviolent.
He’s thirteen when he first learns the touch of another man in a form that he can’t seem to categorize at all. -
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“You’re still too tense. There’s no point in dancing if you’re embarrassed about having a body. Own it,” Kim says, voice firm. “Your body is the only thing you have that’s entirely your own. Take control of it. Forget about everything else – you have nothing to lose here. Okay?”
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Disowned at seventeen, Kim found himself in the red light district of Bangkok with no money and no dreams, but years later he's made a life for himself dancing at a high end strip club.
When Porsche takes a mysterious job off-grid and disappears, eighteen year old Chay sets out in search of a job, and finds one as a busboy in club, where he quickly becomes enchanted by the club's most popular dancer, Wik.
Alone and drifting through life without any real direction, kim and chay fall into each others' orbits. -
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“How would you manage to pull it off, if it was you?” Porchay asks, and Kim laughs and shakes his head.
“What do I get if I tell you? I don’t share trade secrets for free.” He reaches out to brush a piece of fuzz off Porchay’s shoulder, rolling his eyes and moving his hand away when the man jolts away from the touch.
“What do you want?” Porchay asks.
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i wanna do all the things that lovers do by kimkhimhant
Fandoms: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
17 Aug 2023
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Chay doesn’t know what he’s doing.
They haven’t defined this, and they haven’t tried to see each other, and Chay’s not sure why Kim hasn’t said anything.
He had tried calling Chay so many times, before Chay blocked him, but now he’s not saying a thing.Series
- Part 2 of to love and be loved
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The first time it happens is after a painfully awkward family dinner.
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The second time it happens is after another family dinner, two weeks later.
Kim doesn’t go.
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Kim and Chay's reconciliation post-canon happens in maybe not quite the order it should.Series
- Part 1 of to love and be loved
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falling into you by quinnfuhbeay
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Apr 2026
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It’s like they’re in a fucked up game of relationship chicken now, increasingly doing things together that Shane can’t describe as anything other than domestic and romantic and boyfriend-like. They text constantly, detailing their days and sharing everything from complaints about teammates to jokes about other players in the league to the kind of quiet worries about family that don’t need to be responded to, just heard by another person.
Or maybe it’s like Schroedinger’s cat. As long as Shane doesn’t ask, doesn’t speak out loud, he can have this. It can exist, and it cannot exist at the same time as long as Shane doesn’t press too hard. Doesn’t want too much.
It feels increasingly like agony now that he’s realized that he loves Ilya.
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Tunameltdown AU where Ilya makes him tuna melts and says his name and Shane doesn’t freak out and run away. Well, he does freak out, but he also stays. Or the one where Shane doesn’t realize that Ilya’s his boyfriend for a solid three months.
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02 Apr 2026
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“Hollander’s Metros have had a challenging few years, with back-to-back knee injuries and a concussion keeping the two-time Stanley Cup winner and Olympic gold medalist off the ice for three consecutive postseason runs. Hollander is apparently back to fighting trim, but everyone’s wondering if that will still be true come April. The Metros have promised that they’re behind their franchise star one hundred percent, but there are signs they might be hedging their bets. The Metros announced last week that they have penned a deal with San Francisco’s dynamic young Russian star, center Ilya Rozanov. The move has sent shockwaves through MLH, as San Francisco was widely expected to sign a contract extension with Rozanov, who became a restricted free agent in June.”
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31 Mar 2026
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I want to be here by windoq
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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Something like grief churned in his sternum–that same something that would hit him in Boston winter when he was surrounded by stark, grey streets, and old buildings coated in snow, and twinkling Christmas lights in shop windows. The shape of it felt like Moscow along its jagged edges. Ilya shut his eyes and breathed.
This time of year, the snow, all of it made him think of his mother. Of her warm blonde hair tucked into her fuzzy winter coat and of her magenta gloves bright against the snow as she balled up handfuls of snow to throw at Ilya and Alexei. Irina had loved the snow, had loved celebrating the festive season, and Ilya had spent the last decade and a half avoiding reminders of it.
Or: Shane invites Ilya to Ottawa to spend the Christmas break with his family. Ilya deals with complex feelings about home, family, belonging, and grief.
Set in the last year Ilya played for Boston before moving to Ottawa.
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30 Mar 2026
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Ilya is a young man in America. Here he is in the off hours.
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it's worse to be nothing by destielpasta
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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How are you feeling today?
Ilya stares at Shane’s text, biting his lip.
You are asking too many questions again, Hollander, he types. His thumb hovers over the send button. Instead he deletes it, switching briefly to the Cryllic keyboard to type out: I feel like I was hit by a speed train, but instead of killing me it punched a hole through my heart, making more room for you.
Fuck, that’s insane.
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Ilya eats pelmeni and texts Shane a lot while still in Russia. Takes place the day after the tunnel phone call in episode 5.
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- Part 3 of Liminal
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30 Mar 2026