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    Eddie doesn’t just wake up in Buck’s bed. Eddie wakes up in Buck’s body.

    The universe was always going to find a way to stitch them back together.

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    15 Sep 2025

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    “My dick is gone,” Eddie says, hushed but frantic.

    Buck splutters, wide unblinking eyes still glued to Eddie’s crotch, eyebrows knit together harshly and dragging high on his forehead. Eddie would laugh at his ridiculous face if he didn’t feel like he was going to throw up. “It’s not gone, you have a—”

    “Don’t say it,” Eddie warns weakly.
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    Eddie wakes up with the wrong equipment. Buck is actually pretty normal about it, until he isn't.

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    15 Sep 2025

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    Buck has always longed for the happily ever after- the love and joy of finally having the one person meant for you. A soulmate.

    He always imagined how it’d go: love confessions, a kiss, a moment they’d write movies about.

    So what does it mean that he gets his soulmark when he’s 1. single and 2. going through the worst time of his life?

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    29 Jul 2025

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    He broke Buck’s heart.

    He knows it. Knows it like he knows the weight of his own turnout gear, like he knows the precise way to steady himself when the ground gives way beneath him. It’s a fact, a simple and devastating truth that follows him everywhere, no matter how much distance he puts between them.

    What happened in that bathroom, Buck pushing him against the door, kissing him like it was the only way to make sure it had been real, that wasn’t some desperate attempt to get Eddie to come back. It wasn’t even about convincing Eddie to be with him, not really. It was Buck needing to know, to feel it, to confirm that Eddie had been there, that Eddie had wanted it, that it hadn’t all been some fever dream conjured up by his hopelessly romantic, self destructive heart.

    And, maybe, just a little, it was about hurting Eddie because Eddie hurt him first. Which, God, isn’t that just heartbreaking?

    Or; Eddie and Buck have sex the night before he moves back to El Paso for good.

    Each chapter follows a year in Eddie’s life as he makes his way back to Buck.

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    29 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 99

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    "Dear Eddie, if you're reading this letter, it's too late and I'm so sorry."

     

    in which...
    Evan Buckley has been feeling depressed and alone ever since he decided to go with the lawsuit. Everything leading to taking his life but something of his own creation comes and saves the day. Changing his life for the better, maybe even giving Buck the family he's always wanted.

     

    Season 3
    Short Story
    Evan Buckley x Eddie Diaz
    Brief mentions of Depression and Suicide

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    17 Jul 2025