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At fourteen, Dazai is the one to find Chuuya after the lab explosion.
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He watches Chuuya fall asleep, slow and soft, in small bits. He is so beautiful, and he is mine. All mine.
I am the first person he smiled at.
I am the first person who said his name.
I am the first person who has held him like this.
He is mine. He will always be mine now, after these things.
Dazai thinks, for a moment, that he might not ever get to feel things, or see the world the way most people do, or find a reason to live. But he can live for this, for him. For this boy. He does not care about birds or parks or trees or people, does not feel all that much when he sees the sunrise or sunset or the stars and the moon. He does not like dogs or children. He does not like the world.
But he likes Chuuya. He likes the way Chuuya looks when he is looking at all these things.
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27 Oct 2025
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“Chuuya!” he shouted, hopping, begging for a reply, even if it was a mindless howl. But no reply ever came. Chuuya’s movements suddenly halted, his body remaining unmoving in the air for a second before it started moving again, limbs turning and twisting in a way a human body shouldn’t allow. The only sound filling the unbearable silence of the night was that of Chuuya’s bones breaking.
Dazai had never thought about what life would be like without Chuuya; a mission gone wrong forces him to find out.
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07 Aug 2025
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“You called me a paper shuffler. And my requests irrelevant.”
“Precisely,” Chuuya says without looking back at him, fingers tapping mechanically on the keyboard. “Any problem with that?”
(A tragicomedy in suits: Chuuya shields himself from love, and Dazai is a fool with a crush he can't communicate.)
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28 Jul 2025
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“Blackholes don’t only bend space. They also bend time. Is that correct, mister fancy hat?”
“…Yeah.”
“So I guess what you’re thinking about, if you’re convinced you managed to save Dazai, is that Dazai’s been sent elsewhere. Or else… when.”
Dazai Osamu, twenty-three, meets Dazai Osamu, eighteen.
Or: Chuuya is sure he saved Dazai from the blackhole that followed the creation of a singularity, except Dazai’s nowhere to be found.
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01 Jun 2025
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After Ash is shot, Eiji nurses him back to health. The two of them realize there’s more to their relationship than friendship, which only makes it more painful when Ash forces Eiji to return to Japan. Thankfully, Ash isn’t far behind him. Fate takes them to Japan. Hard work and genuine love and affection, both from Eiji and his family, begin to heal Ash. Fifteen-year-old Ash could never have imagined his heart capable of love. Now, he can’t imagine a life without love, a life without the Okumuras.
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20 Jan 2022