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    “What unites both generations [OF ASIAN AMERICANS], Eng and Han suggest, is a kind of linguistic lack, a missing vocabulary—a paucity of stories that they might tell themselves about where they are going, and what it would mean to feel whole.”

    Kiyoomi Sakusa has spent the last seventeen years believing he is boring. He has never met anyone inclined to challenge this belief.

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    31 Jul 2026

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    love this fic

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    The MSBY Black Jackals were vacationing on an island when lockdown measures were put in place due to a pandemic. While the rest of their teammates managed to get on the last flight back to Japan, Kiyoomi and Atsumu didn't make it.

    To be stuck in close quarters with your enemy-slash-teammate in a foreign country for an indefinite period of time...it shouldn’t be too bad, right?

    (Or: Due to an unfortunate series of events, Kiyoomi and Atsumu get stuck on an island together. For seven months.)

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    03 Aug 2026

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    the ancient texts..

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    "Dear Future Me,

    I gotta schoolgirl crush on Sakusa Kiyoomi. This is so damn embarrassing.

    I can't believe I'm even writing this down, just doing this makes me wanna die. But if I don't say it here, I think I'm genuinely gonna explode into a thousand pieces. So it's gonna stay in this letter forever. Buried. Kept secret. No one will ever know, well except you."

    Sincerely,
    Past You

    Sakusa stares at the paper in his hands like it’s combusted. His face burns, ears tinged with red, and his first instinct is to throw the letter across the room and sanitize his entire apartment. Preferably twice.

    in which a failed 'return to sender' letter to a mystery person's future self is sent to none other than sakusa kiyoomi. the letter, written during the all-japan youth training camp, confesses a secret crush on kiyoomi. sakusa decides to uncover who his secret admirer from five years ago is, and he realizes they may be closer than he ever expected.

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    29 Jul 2026

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    i luhv this fic

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    Kiyoomi volunteers because he has to, he's been to a training academy, his father is a famous politician who might win the next election to be the president of Panem.
    But also... Death would be a very convenient escape from a life at the Capitol he does not want.

    Atsumu volunteers for his brother, so he has a strong will to win the whole thing and come back to his family.
    But... even though he has trained on his own, he can't see himself killing anyone, even if he knows he won't win that way.

    Why shouldn't they work together when they just met? One kills, the other protects, right? It's perfect!

    Well, no one is more devastated than them by the fact they both can't make it back.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Atsumu doesn't know if he wants to kill Kiyoomi or kiss him.

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    12 Jul 2026