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Step Inside My Soul, I'd Love To Watch You Gasp by ldshadowladies
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
15 Feb 2026
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Dan Howell is an esteemed stage actor with a degree in musical theatre, no wonder he was trusted to play SpongeBob for the musical's west end debut! He'll be on stage most nights for at least a year. Some would say that's too much or too tiring but it's just the way Dan likes it. Then there's Phil Lester, the lead of tech at the Apollo Theatre. He's usually very good at his job but when a pretty boy distracts him well he really can't be held accountable for his actions! The pair collide almost instantly and well... tensions build.
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Me and My Husband by ldshadowladies
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
10 Jan 2026
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Dan and Phil have just finished the Interactive Introverts Tour! The ending is bittersweet for Dan though, he knows theyr'e going to abandon the gaming channel at the end the year but he has a lot of fun and scary projects coming up! How do the events of the haitus and the cancellations of Dan's big projects take their toll of the resilient couple?
My first ao3 fic pls be nice to me 🙏 criticism more than welcome!!!
Tagged mature for the heavy themes of depression, homophobia, and suicide.
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If I Die In Your Arms Tonight by ldshadowladies for helloiamflowerhusbands
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
01 Jan 2026
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Phil has been acting strange and distant lately and Dan is determined to figure out why but after he finds out he really wishes he hadn't.
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The Impact of Parasocial Relationships by ldshadowladies
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
17 Dec 2025
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Something I wrote as a personal essay for my N5 English portfolio but ended up going with something else. I finished it nonetheless and it features dnp so I thought I might as well upload it on to here!
This is NOT a fic. It is an ESSAY.
Prolly gonna piss some swifties off with this one but fuck it we ball.
If you know someone who is a parasocial dickhead then maybe send this to them to educate them idk.
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linger on by dizzy, waveydnp for CaibrynM
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
16 Oct 2020
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A recent loss has ground Phil's life to a halt. At 33, he's static in his grief and living in the house he grew up in - until his mother kicks him out.
In a fit of indignation and with nothing to lose, he answers the first listing he finds for a room to rent in London... a listing posted by a guy named Dan.
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