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    step into the daylight by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    16 Apr 2026

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    It was then that Ilya recognized the expression on her face. Nat had a small, giddy smile on her face and looked at this girl with hearts in her eyes. It was a specific expression, and one that Ilya had only seen once before.

    It was the same way Shane had looked at him the first time they met so many years ago outside a rink in Saskatchewan.

    Ilya and Shane’s teenage daughter comes out to them.

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    we want to be free, we want to be by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    16 Apr 2026

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    “You are my friend, Hayden, but he is the man I am going to spend to rest of my life with - he is the man that I love. I will choose him over you, every fucking time.”

    Over anything and everything, Shane would choose Ilya. Even over hockey, if it came to that. There’s no doubt in his mind, no question about it.

    Losing hockey would hurt, and Shane would grieve it, but it wouldn’t kill him. It would be an ache he could live with. Losing Ilya is not something that Shane could ever survive. They’re so tangled together - so intertwined - that to lose Ilya would be to lose himself.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    i'd rather be sad with you (than be anywhere away from you) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    02 Apr 2026

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    after the plane incident and realizing just how fragile life can be, shane and ilya come out to their teams, with varying levels of success.

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    He tries to sit and do a puzzle David had given him for Christmas, but he’s too anxious and agitated to do much more than just the perimeter in the end. Then he tries to eat some lunch, but he doesn’t have much of an appetite, so most of it ends up in the garbage. His stomach is in knots thinking about Shane.

    And then, around two hours after Shane’s last texts, he gets a text from Jackie Pike.

    Jackie: Hey, Ilya! Have you heard from Shane? He’s ignoring Hayden’s calls, and we’re a bit worried.

    Ilya’s brow furrows. Shane’s supposed to be practicing with his shitty team, why is Pike trying to call him? A pit of dread opens up in his stomach at the implications.

    Ilya: I haven’t heard from him since he arrived in Montreal

    Ilya: Did something happen, Jackie?

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    15 Apr 2026

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    Are we... okay? by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    08 Apr 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov had left the Bears for the Centaurs, and that was all Cliff knew. Marlow was fucking furious with him for it—until a certain video changed everything.

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    Cliff Marlow sees the video exposing the relationship between Rozanov and Hollander and thinks back to the way he and his former captain parted ways. He decides to act to make things right.

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    back to the start by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    10 Apr 2026

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    “Okay,” Ilya says. His thumb restarts its soothing. “Then say it all wrong, and I will understand anyway.”

    So Shane tries, reaches out and hopes for Ilya to reach back. “My first year with the Metros wasn’t… great. I mean, I played great hockey, but those first few years, the room wasn’t…"

    “Room wasn’t great,” Ilya repeats. “What does this mean? Not great like calling you slurs? Not great like hazing?”

    Shane stiffens, then forcibly relaxes. He tries to make his voice light, “A little, uh. A little of both, I guess.”

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    Shane's metric for a normal locker room is skewed. Ilya (and the Centaurs) are happy to help.

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