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For one singular moment, Christopher’s face lights up in that way it always does for Buck, thrilled to see him. But Buck can do nothing to stop the way his expression changes as he takes in the shirt that clearly belongs to Eddie, his hair that is so messy it can’t be chalked up to simple bed head, and the fact that Buck is here, in his house, in the morning after a late shift. Christopher’s expression shutters closed in a way that Buck has never been on the receiving end of, and he feels his stomach drop.
(or, Christopher finds out about Buck and Eddie's relationship before they get the chance to tell him. They deal with the aftermath)
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don't want to be here (if i can't be with you tonight) by lesmiserablol for sexyfashioncactus
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
11 Nov 2025
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“Leave the dishes,” Eddie says, before Buck can even reach for the plates. “It’ll be too loud. I’m exhausted, let’s just go to bed.”
“Uh, sure, I’ll just…” Buck jerks his thumb over his shoulder toward the living room, but Eddie is shaking his head.
“Could you…I don’t want to be alone right now. Can we just…just for tonight,” Eddie stammers, and Buck can’t tell if the pain is clouding his mind or if Eddie is just that bad at asking for what he wants, but he takes pity on him and nods.
“Of course," he says softly. "Whatever you need."
(or, in the aftermath of the shooting, Buck and Eddie find comfort in each other)
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“I’ve got a lot on my mind,” Matt says vaguely.
Foggy pauses. They don’t have any particularly difficult cases at the moment… “It’s not Daredevil stuff?”
“Not Daredevil stuff,” Matt confirms, and seeing his eyes helps Foggy know he’s telling the truth.
“Girl stuff?” Foggy tries, despite the way his chest squeezes just thinking about it.
Matt’s lips twitch. “Not exactly.”
(or, Foggy fell first, but Matt processes a decade of suppressed feelings in a week)
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“You don’t have to keep her,” Foggy says quickly. “I had nowhere else to take her this late and I don’t want to drop her off at any random shelter. I want to find her a good home, but until then, she needs us.”
Matt sighs, considering, and Foggy knows he’s got him on the verge of agreeing. Matt has a soft spot for anything that needs help. Besides, Matt has been trying to get on Foggy’s good side again instead of the weird neutral purgatory they have been stuck in for months, and Foggy is basically handing him the solution on a silver platter.
(or, Matt and Foggy become friends again, and then more, with the help of a stray cat)
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“What are you looking for?” Foggy had asked Matt, when they were young and drunk and ready to graduate law school and enter the real world. Together, of course. Matt couldn’t picture his future without Foggy, even then.
“I don't know. I guess just someone I really like listening to,” Matt had told him. Back then, he thought he wanted to find someone whose voice he loved as much as he loved Foggy’s. Now…he just wants Foggy.
(5 times Matt liked listening to Foggy’s voice + 1 time Matt shut him up.)
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“Uh, Chim,” he says, “why would we be kissing each other in the first place?”
“Oh, no reason,” Chimney shrugs. “That’s why I figured you’d be on board. Just don’t kiss each other for a week, which you already do. Easy money.”
spoiler: it's not easy money.
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26 Dec 2025
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[Podfic] 24 Hours on the Clock by Amanita_Fierce, B13_MaybeThisTime, CitrusOwl, cottagepodfics, dairaliz, flowerfan, JanuariumPods (Januarium), NC Pods (N0Connections), rufusbear (clarkoholic), sunlightsymphony
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
18 Oct 2025
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During a painfully slow shift at the 118, everyone is in a weird mood, and nobody is acting normally. Surely the day will go fine.
Podfic of 24 Hours on the Clock by Daisies_and_Briars.
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25 Dec 2025
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I didn’t know what it meant when you kissed me up against that counter, Buck wants to say. He wants to name every place that’s hurt to see for the past three years. Wants to remind Eddie of the way they used to be in bed together, quiet and all-consuming, the way their hands would curl together on Eddie’s stomach in their sleep. Wants to ask why Ana isn’t there anymore, why Eddie doesn’t tell him to get out when Buck’s spending the seventh consecutive night on his couch.
Buck wants, and wants, and wants.
Isn’t that the story of his life.
or the one in which, a couple of weeks after meeting each other, buck and eddie fell in love, broke up, and then forgot to fall out of it.
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24 Dec 2025
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If he’s honest, Eddie gets why Buck filed the lawsuit.
He does. He understands the hopelessness, the feeling you’re losing all control, like you’re sinking, drowning, desperate for a way out. He knows because it’s the same way he felt when he enlisted.
That doesn’t mean it hurts any less when Buck leaves him, though.
(Basically 8,000 words of Eddie working through his abandonment/communication/intimacy issues and building a strong, healthy relationship with Buck, because it's what he deserves.)
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24 Dec 2025
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They are standing around the map just like they were a few hours earlier, trying to find clues of potential tunnels underground. It’s so much like earlier, but at the same time it’s not, because there’s one person missing from around the table and Buck feels that empty space like it’s a physical ache, a feeling he hasn’t been able to shake since he felt the weight leave the rope earlier when Eddie cut it and let himself fall.
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Eddie's rescue, the aftermath, and a hell of a lot of feelings.
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24 Dec 2025