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Некоторые вещи, если ты полюбил их однажды, навсегда становятся твоими. Это сказал ей пьяный и грустный американец, подсевший к ней в баре в одной из командировок. А если пытаешься их отпустить, они, сделав круг, всё равно возвращаются к тебе.
У Чуи не было проблем с тем, чтобы отпускать. В какой-то момент это стало не сложнее вздоха. Но выходило так, что некоторые вещи возвращались к тебе, даже если ты выстрелил им в затылок, сжёг то, что осталось, и развеял прах со скалы над морем. Некоторые вещи стояли в темноте на её кухне, пили её вино из её бокалов, подставляли горло под её зубы. Отказывались катиться в ад, из которого выползли.
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13 Jun 2026
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don't let bitterness become you by persimmonsandcats
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Sep 2024
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“Chuuya.” Dazai says, in a way that makes Chuuya think Dazai has said his name once already.
“Dazai.” He responds. When he looks up, he accidentally focuses on Dazai’s mouth, the deep raw color of the bruise growing on his cheek. Chuuya blinks, rocks on his feet, looks away.
“I said did you kill them?” Dazai asks after a long pause. His voice is uncomfortably even.
Chuuya looks at Dazai and the violence in his eyes shakes him to his core. His stomach floods with want. His toes curl in his shoes.
Chuuya nods, a jerk of his head. His ribs ache. Dazai evaluates him.
“We need to go.” Dazai says.
I am afraid of the power you hold over me, Chuuya thinks and says—
“Yeah.”
Dazai steps on a body when they leave, eyes trained elsewhere. It makes a sound like ice cracking.
Dazai doesn’t look down.
The palms of Chuuya’s hands itch.
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08 Jun 2026
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“Fuck you.”
Dazai leans an arm on the machine, shamelessly checking him out. “Down. I get off in 5 minutes.”
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Looking to buy wine and XL condoms before hitting the club, the last thing Chuuya expects is to be hit on by the pretty employee assisting him at the malfunctioning self-checkout machine.
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04 May 2026
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a story about the ways a person can harm themself stuffed into a sexy package
(this bad boy here contains: aceness but not the mass marketed kind, punishing yourself with a twisted version of the thing you actually do want, fear of proximity but not only in a ‘oh someone is gonna have an opportunity to hurt me’ way, but also like ‘my horrors are gonna spread to this person if they get any closer' way. Closer. Get it? It’s the song where I got the lyrics for the title from.)
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12 Apr 2026
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Dazai had never thought that Chuuya would come to him with a proposal for sex. The way cash keeps showing up in his wallet is a little odd, though.
Chuuya has essentially become Dazai's Sugar Daddy, not that Dazai knows that.
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08 Feb 2026