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    SHANE: Ilya, I'm gay.
    ILYA: Yeah, not so gay you can't fuck Rose Landry.
    SHANE: Oh my god. It was like, twice. And both times were complete disasters. I'm not sure she's looking for a repeat performance.
    ILYA: Oh, disasters like how?
    SHANE: I'm not going into details.

    Shane goes into the details.

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    29 Jan 2026

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    Shane is hiding an impulsive new piercing. Ilya finds out.

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    22 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 67

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    Sam Wilson is having a bad night. Bucky Barnes helps

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    25 Apr 2022

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    Seems like closure, Sam accepting the shield and Bucky making amends. Maybe it is, but some things are only just beginning and others are far from closed.

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    08 Apr 2022

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    Humans like to believe in luck. Sam wonders if it’s just that. Some people get better stories than others. All Sam has to do is look at the possible paths and try his best to push someone through the best variation of it. Repeat, repeat, repeat until he chooses wrong or they die from something he can’t account for, like illness.

    Sam has been assigned Bucky's long-term guardian angel. When a lackluster near death experience pushes Sam to present himself to Bucky, some things become simpler and other things become complicated. For the "Bodyguard AU" prompt on the Winterfalcon Bingo Board.

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    03 Apr 2022

  6. Public Bookmark 87

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    “You’re gonna 40’s talk me outta this funk Barnes?”

    And if it wasn’t for the decades Hydra spent torturing him into controlling his emotions, Bucky might’ve let his surprise at Sam’s casual admission of his feelings show on his face. Because Sam, for all of his lighthearted posturing and easygoing banter, has a difficult time sharing his feelings with anyone: his need to always keep his head above water, put one foot in front of the other and just keep going being simultaneously one of his greatest and worst attributes.

    In the year that he’s spent being Sam’s partner, Bucky’s learned that Sam’s habitual smile and inherent need to help others is sometimes a defense mechanism he uses when he’s either unable or unwilling to turn any of his sharpened psycho analytical skills inward. That underneath that amazing smile and those pretty warm eyes, there’s sometimes a world of hurt that Sam is trying desperately to ignore.

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    03 Apr 2022

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    It starts in the desert.

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    03 Apr 2022

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    “You okay? You were on the phone a long time,” Bucky said mildly. Sam looked up, unsurprised to see him leaning against the kitchen counter with his usual sour early-morning face.

    “You paying my bills, Bucky? Mind your business,” Sam countered. He allowed Bucky to gently hip-check him on the way to the fridge; they’d fallen into the habit of nudging each other to check in, to reassure each other that they were just joshing. Just kidding around. Just finding any excuse to touch each other without having to examine what it might have really meant.

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    Saying sorry isn't easy, especially when you're not even sure what you did wrong.

    (a.k.a. "If you wanna be Sam's lover, you gotta Learn About The Impacts Of Deeply Entrenched Institutional Racism

    Friendship never eeeends")

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    02 Apr 2022

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    Sam learns pretty quickly that Barnes is a tactile sort of guy, but it’s still a surprise when he stops Sam in their shared hotel room post-mission and asks to suck his dick.

     

    (Bucky keeps giving Sam blowjobs after missions, and while Sam is definitely not complaining, he would maybe like to know what exactly is going on.)

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    27 Mar 2022

  10. Public Bookmark 77

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    "Are you telling me that's an option here? You've seen how he looks at you, right?" Sam's still naked, and while he uncaps the vodka and sucks down a sip, Natasha takes in her fill of all his curves.

    "If he's looking at me, he's looking at you ten times harder," she tells him.

    Sam looks at her, considering, then nods, "And… are we looking back?"

    She smiles, "Maybe I am."

    "Fuck. Yeah, I think I am too." He takes another sip of vodka, "This is possibly topping the list of Things I Didn't Know Would Happen After Thirty-Five for sure."

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    21 Mar 2022

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    Bucky is an expert at landing planes. He thinks he’ll try his hand at landing the Captain too this time. Cue: tireless flirting, one lucky bastard, and a storm threatening to ruin everything.

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    26 Feb 2022

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    “Not Cap yet,” Sam said. He looked a little ruefully at his hands, which were covered in nicks and cuts. He could already feel his palms bruising from that last shield catch, but at least nothing was broken this time.

    “I respect that,” Bucky said slowly. Sam raised an eyebrow, but didn’t respond. Bucky flexed and unflexed the vibranium fingers of his left hand, a nervous habit that Sam had clocked ages ago.
    “And you’re right.”

    “Thanks, I know.” Sam waited a beat. “About what?”

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    12 Feb 2022

  13. Public Bookmark 65

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    Sam puts his fork down. He remembers the days when Bucky’s protectiveness was endearing.

    Now, it suffocates him as soon as he gets through the door.

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    05 Feb 2022

  14. Public Bookmark 93

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    honestly i don't know how to summarize this neatly. this is a fic about bucky, and this is a fic about sam, and this is a fic about how neither of them believe they're "ready" to be loved, and how wrong they both are. this is about making zines, and baking tarts, and training falcons. this is not about finding yourself in other people, but in finding understanding in them, and healing. and maybe making out, too.
     

    He says his name is Sam, and you're instantly embarrassed.

    Not because of him, exactly, although the way he holds out his hand to shake when the only one you have is occupied holding up the rest of you on a cane, that's pretty awkward in itself. It's more that he's beautiful, clean, smiling—a human that got put together right and keeps himself that way. And you're anything but.

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    03 Feb 2022

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    When the door swings open again Sam knows it’s Bucky without having to turn around.

    “Hey, mister. Seen a friend of mine walk past? Surly fella with some killer cheekbones.”

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    03 Feb 2022

  16. Public Bookmark 66

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    When the man Sam had tried to chat up last New Year’s had ditched him at the bar - leaving Sam standing in the middle of Stark Tower with nothing but two grand-gesture bourbons and a pole-axed expression on his face - Sam was sure he would never see those slouched shoulders or that irritatingly cute forehead wrinkle again.

    So, of course, those were the first things he saw when he walked into Clint’s party a year later.

    “You’ve got to be kidding me,” Sam muttered to himself.

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    Or, 5 times Sam and Bucky didn't kiss on New Year's Eve + 1 time they made up for it.

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    01 Feb 2022

  17. Public Bookmark 63

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    “So,” Sam said, awkwardly. “How’re you finding life in the twentieth century?”

    “The sex is better,” Bucky said, casually. Way too fucking casually.

    Sam gawked. It was the last thing he’d expected to hear. He schooled his face, trying his best not to look scandalised. “Oh, yeah?”

    “We used to use vaseline as lube.” Bucky said, as if that explained anything, as if it didn’t give Sam a whole load more questions he was absolutely not going to ask.

    “Uh.” was all he managed.

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    A series of Sambucky sexploits set between Captain America: Civil War and The Falcon and the Winter Soldier

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    27 Jan 2022

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    “I didn’t…” Bucky takes another breath, and Sam holds back from reaching out and pressing a hand to Bucky’s leg, from reaching out and just holding him, holding him until his breathing is normal. Even though he wants to. (Jesus fuck, he wants to.)

    “I didn’t know I wasn’t… w— weird, or broken, or… anything, until after everything was over,” Bucky says as they pause at a stop sign. “It’s not like Hydra had crash courses on sexuality and gender identity.”

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    23 Jan 2022

  19. Public Bookmark 89

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    Sam watches him as he unsheathes a knife from his – where was it hidden? – and presses down, still holding a hand to his chest. It’s fast; Bucky presses the point to the suit and the armored fabric springs under its point, his chest open to the lights of the emergency room. It’s fast, but he stops breathing enough that he gasps when Bucky’s done with the long, long line down his torso, opening up the top of the suit down to his navel.

    Sam reminds himself to breathe, but all he can do is watch this man focus so intently on dragging the tip of a knife just above his skin, his fingertips following as he tugs it off.

    Then Bucky's looking around the room to announce, “Suit’s off.” He looks down at Sam. “I’ll be here.”

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    14 Jan 2022

  20. Public Bookmark 36

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    Sam's waiting on the longest line of his life. At least the mall Santa's cute.

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    10 Jan 2022

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