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    Ilya knows there is a thing about himself he has to always keep hidden in the deepest recesses of his body, behind his molars and in his core. He thinks Shane Hollander might be the same, except the thing about him he cannot hide.

    Ilya Rozanov is the biggest hockey talent of his generation. So is Shane Hollander.

    But over the years Ilya notices that the vicious media and the clamouring fans and some of his more foul-mouthed teammates treat Hollander differently than any other hockey player.

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    He isn’t going to spill his guts to this woman surrounded by guinea pig merchandise, he absolutely is not— but then he remembers the world is ending tomorrow, so, what the hell.

    “I just want him to choose me,” Crowley says. “For once, I want him to fucking choose me, over… over…” His mind reaches frantically for a human-appropriate metaphor to couch his whole impossible situation in, and eventually finds one.

    “...over God.”

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    (Crowley and Fleabag share a moment, in the middle of their stories.)

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    Womb to tomb, sweetheart.

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    05 Feb 2019

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    "I didn't know he did that," Tony said. He knew Bucky liked tucking himself so far under Steve's arm that it was like he was trying to climb into his armpit. But he'd always stayed upright, just kind of plastering himself against Steve's side. This blanket thing was new.

    "Seventy years of skin hunger," Steve said. His voice was just as soft, but for a moment his eyes flickered hot with anger, bright as the candy-colored screen. "He was always tactile. Now, when things get…well, sometimes it helps. The contact."

    And it looked…nice, the two of them together like that: Comfortable. Familiar. Safe. Tony knew what a precarious, fragile thing it was, to feel safe in the middle of the night.

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    05 Feb 2019

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    Steve looks at him like he knows Bucky means something he won’t say, and then he takes two steps toward their building. He’s been walking next to Bucky for nearly an hour now, face familiar in the growing darkness, in assorted shades of shadow. Bucky would know Steve anywhere, but when he shakes a rueful head at Bucky the glow of the streetlight catches him just right, color warm against his chapped cheeks and snow-littered hair. He looks, just for a moment, like a fallen angel. Like a tiny king.

    (Warnings for: canonical character death, depictions of PTSD.)

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