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    When he presses the button on the doorbell, he hears the digitally-produced ding-dong echo from inside. There is a tiny box halfway up the adjacent wall that immediately beeps and emits Shane’s voice.
    “Hey, you can just leave it on the step, thanks.”
    Ilya presses his nose into the digital doorbell, which he knows to also contain a camera, and says, “Shane.”
    A pause.
    “What the fuck.”
    A brief cacophony of noise that Ilya can hear even from outside the house. The multiple successive thumps of something falling, Shane swearing loudly and the sound of what can only be a hockey game being paused on the television.
    He opens the door to reveal that he is nap-rumpled, wearing two pairs of socks and carrying a child in his arms. The only really surprising part is that the socks don’t match, though the child is interesting.

    Ilya takes an impromptu trip to Montreal. There are unforeseen consequences.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Shane loses his game to a blizzard and his boyfriend to a bad hit, all in the same night.

    Snowed in with his parents in Montreal, he watches Ilya get stretchered off on live TV, and discovers that when your relationship is a secret, no one at the hospital thinks to call you.

    In Ottawa, Ilya wakes up with broken bones, a serious concussion, and a neatly edited brain. The months where he was lonely and depressed and fighting with Shane? Gone. He’s mentally living in the soft, hopeful beginning of things—and the more everyone tiptoes around him, the more wrong it feels.

    The Centaurs step up. The Hollanders dig in. Shane tries to convince himself that “temporary amnesia” is not the same thing as losing him.

    They’re still together. They’re technically fine.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Ilya hurts Shane.

    It’s an accident, of course, but his mind goes to the only place it knows how afterwards: He deserves to hurt too.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    When Shane is injured in the game with Boston, routine medical testing reveals an unexpected surprise. He has to navigate difficult choices including telling Ilya, dealing with the league, and navigating the public.

    The story will follow Shane, Ilya and other canon characters and minor OCs through an entire journey to sorting themselves and their unexpected situation out, grappling with the world and each other for their happy ending.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    "Ilya," Shane said, deciding that cottage rules applied here and he was going to have to, ugh, use his words "I'm trying to ask for a sex thing,"

    Aka Shane Hollander invents orgasm denial

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    19 Feb 2026

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    “I’m putting in a transfer request to Carleton this afternoon.”

    Ilya gets off his bike and wraps his sweaty arms around Shane’s sweaty shoulders, presses their sweaty heads together and holds him tight. “Nooo, Hollander, you cannot leave me. Who will put Barrett and Marly in time out when they fuck up too many shots in a row?”

    “I’m sure Bood will do it. He loves bossing people around.”

    Bood stands up straight and salutes his captains. “I take the title with great honor. Enjoy the Ravens, Hollander—your legacy of being a chaste Victorian debutante will be remembered fondly but not carried on.”

    This snaps that last thread of Shane’s refined patience. “I can pick up girls! I have no problem getting numbers and calling them and talking!”

    Hazy smirks. “Innocent until proven guilty.”

    “I can pick people up,” Shane says again, moving off his bike and out of Ilya’s sweaty embrace. “And I don’t have to do it by concocting schemes or stripping on top of the LAX bros’ coffee table.”

    Or, after some team chirping at Shane's expense, Ilya accidentally interrupts a few of his potential dating prospects and then keeps on doing it less than accidentally

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    18 Feb 2026

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    ...I guess I should just say it. I was wondering if you'd—”

    “I think we should stop seeing each other.”

    “—like to come to my cottage this summer.”

    The plate slips from Shane's hand and shatters on the kitchen floor.

    Or: Shane doesn't get injured that night Montreal plays Boston. Ilya follows through on his plan to break things off with him. Well, he tries, at least.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Mystery Work

    Part of tendertobias private collection
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    17 Feb 2026

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    “What did I,” his throat clicks, swallowing harshly around the tears that he has refused to allow and fall. “What did I do wrong?”

    Mortification feels like fingers wrapped tightly around his throat, tucking himself closely against the wall and too afraid to even look Rozanov in the eye. There’s a long beat of silence where Shane can practically feel his heart climb into his mouth, his chest aching with a relentless thud. 

    “Hollander.” He can’t read Rozanov’s tone even on his better days, quiet and short of breath. 

    Shane wishes that he could dissolve into the floorboards, eyes squeezed shut and a spike of shuddering cold working its way through him.

     

    Or, Shane drops hard and fast after their hook-up in Vegas. Ilya takes care of him.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “It was cruel,” Ilya murmurs, brushing the saltwater from Shane’s freckles with a careful thumb. “I was cruel. To both of us. And I’m sorry.”

    Shane breathes with him for a moment, both of them trying to pull themselves together, before he grumbles, “I don’t even remember why I brought that up.”

    “Because you want to be annoying in bed until I slap you,” Ilya reminds him patiently.

    “Oh. Right.”

    [Or: Shane and Ilya are very, very compatible.]

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “Hey, did you hear about Rozanov?”

    Shane’s head snaps up at the mention of the Boston captain, eyes locking with Hayden’s. His friend looks amused, motioning to his phone.

    “No, what about him?” Shane asks, trying to sound casual.

    “He got some girl’s name tattooed on his leg. Apparently he was out partying with his team after their win and got it done. An Instagram post is going viral about it.”

    or, Ilya gets a tattoo. Shane is very calm about it.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Ilya and Shane hook-up on Valentine's Day. It's totally not planned and they're both completely normal about it.

    Ilya: I am inviting myself over to his place for Valentine's Day. Hope he doesn't read into this.
    Shane: I am buying him flowers for Valentine's Day. Hope he doesn't read into this.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    "Condoms," Shane gasps out. "We don't have condoms."

    Ilya groans, this one of displeasure. The last thing he wants to do is leave the space between Shane's ridiculously perfect thighs to go hunt down a piece of rubber. Though the image of Shane, panting and worked up, is a thing of beauty. It sounds fun, but Ilya needs it now just as bad.

    "Do we need them?" Ilya asks, mostly as a joke. He makes a move to leave, but Shane's legs tighten around him.

    Shane lets out a moan. "I'm clean."

    Ilya gets to fuck Shane raw. He doesn't last long.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    He flips through the different sports channels until he finds a west coast hockey game and settles on that. Allows it to distract himself from the deep well of sadness that is making it hard for him to breathe and keeps his lashes damp.

    It’s the second intermission, a nonstop roll of ads bombarding the screen. A soft instrumental song plays, the ad fading from black to full colour, a couple eating together, smiling at each other lovingly.

    Valentine’s Day is a week away! Book your reservations now!

    Ilya turns off the TV, throws the remote noisily onto the coffee table, and stomps up to bed.

    Stupid fucking holiday.

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    Or, it's Shane and Ilya's first Valentine's Day as an actual couple, but Ilya is not happy about it. And it has nothing to do with missing Shane. Nothing at all.

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    Story takes place January/February 2018, if my grasp of the timeline is correct. This is technically compliant for the TV show and I guess for the book too since this takes place during the time jump. Not spoilery for TLG though.

    Note: Fuck AI, no work on my page will be written by, edited by, or otherwise touched by AI. Ever.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    The first time Ilya rubbed over Hollander’s hole, asking him if he touched himself there, Hollander had told him he had a dildo. Ilya immediately wanted to know more. What color was it? How big was it? Was it ribbed for pleasure, like Ilya’s seen on condoms? Of course, Hollander wasn’t forthcoming about anything Ilya wanted to know the first time he had mentioned it. That was okay, though. Ilya would wear him down.

    It’s almost three years later when Ilya finally gets his answers.

    It’s not much to look at, beige colored and very small, in Ilya’s humble opinion. “This is what you use to fuck yourself?” Ilya asks in disbelief. “No wonder you are always so desperate for me.”
    “Shut up.” Hollander covers his eyes with his arm.
    “Can you even feel this?” Ilya asks.

    Ilya’s quest to find Shane a better dildo.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “Just one more thing.” The nurse starts to add but cuts off her sentence short as she makes eye contact with Ilya. He furrows his eyebrows concerned, tilting his head to the side in curiosity.

    Hopefully nothing went wrong. Or maybe they found something else. That can’t be good, Shane would hate having to come back or have another procedure or—

    “I would recommend no uh sexual activity that could interfere with his mouth for the next week or so. Once everything heals and he comes back for his follow up appointment, then the dentist can give him the all clear after he’s taken out the stitches,” she whispers, aware of the setting since they are in the lobby. Other people sat in the waiting room. “Shane has mentioned that it’s something he likes to do alot so I thought I’d add that in.”

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    Shane cries because he can’t blow Ilya for a while since he gets his wisdom teeth taken out

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Ilya fucks a girl in a Hollander jersey. Word gets back to Shane.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s lips purse, and he gets that look on his face that means he’s about to say something terrible.

    “You are waiting for me to give you chocolate?” he asks, one of his eyebrows even more arched than usual. There it is.

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    In which the Boston Raiders are playing the Montreal Metros on February 15th, and it's totally normal for Shane to spend Valentine's Day with his very casual situationship.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.

    Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.

    Or:
    Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.

    A slice of life.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Ilya nodded, equally cool. “We are adults. We can survive without each other for eight hours. Just try not to miss me too much.” he winks at Shane while he claps Hass on the shoulder.

    “How will I ever survive?” Shane rolls his eyes.

    They had absolutely not survived.

    (or totally not at all co-dependent shane and ilya are separated for the night and are super chill about it)

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    13 Feb 2026

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