loserings
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Daeyoung was always giving in as much as he could. But all others wanted was for him to do more.
“Last night I asked Ushi hyung what he ordered for room service but he turned the question back and asked me to guess. So that was a little frustrating.”
Then comes in Riku, Yushi’s personal lawyer. “That’s because he wants to have a conversation with you.”
“Yeah, it means I want to talk…that I want to have a conversation~”
“That’s just his way of doing things, you know?” Ryo butts in.
“So why don’t you understand him?”
“It suddenly feels like Jaehee hyung is the one being blamed.”
“Understand how Yushi feels.” Riku presses.
“W- me too..! Understand my feelings too!”
Or: Daeyoung did not understand Yushi like second nature the way others such as Riku did. But for his hyung, he tries.
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Back then, whenever he rutted against Riku’s thigh, he would train his eyes elsewhere. The headboard. The apples of Riku’s cheeks. His hair spread out on the pillow.
Anywhere but his hyung’s beautiful neck, all exposed like it was his for the taking. But that would never be the case for it was never bare of that damn blue star. The gemstone always glinted in the low light, staring back at him, mocking. He could only ever have Riku like this; temporary, and distant, and false. Living on borrowed time and love. In those moments, Daeyoung would swallow the longing in his throat, the depth of it forever dying on his tongue.
Riku would never ruin Yushi like this, Daeyoung thinks.
Or: Daeyoung is a good dog.
He has learned to accept whatever leftover love Riku had left to give, for he would never know what it means to be special to Riku the way Yushi is.
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Yushi attacks Daeyoung with kisses to wake him up. Or at least, he tries.
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Hey,
I used to live in your apartment.
I’m drunk in Mokpo, and it’s the only address I can think of.
Happy Holidays.O.S.O
A postcard sent in a drunken haze leads to Sion and Daeyoung crossing paths again.
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hey, you! don’t you think it’s kinda cute that i died right inside your arms tonight? by loserings
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
09 Jan 2026
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Yushi had always been hungry for attention. But not from this crowd, no. This was all false glory and empty cheers. What he wanted was the warmth of Jaehee’s eyes staring back at him, the soft smile tugging at the corner of his lips.
[ alien stage au: yutdaeng as hyuluka ]
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They were once inseparable, but envy, misunderstandings, and time turned them from friends into strangers. Ten years later, fate drags them back to the same forgotten soccer field.
Bookmarked by loserings
16 Jul 2026
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“He was all about order and neatness, world measured by octaves and in piano lessons, while Tokuno Yushi lived in scraped knees, worn-out shoes and impulsive laughters.”
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Lil' songbird, lil' songbird, lil' songbird
Yeah, lil' songbird
Sing the melody again now -
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Does Schrödinger's cat ever wonder if the human outside the box has been waiting for it?
Daeyoung had not stopped thinking about it ever since he watched the theory on YouTube two days ago—a few days before Riku's birthday. The problem was, Riku had only given Daeyoung vague hints about what he wanted for his birthday.
Maybe Daeyoung actually needed to test this theory.
Bookmarked by loserings
05 Jul 2026
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“What if I love you?”
The sea crashes. It has been. The wind blows. It has been. They just hadn’t noticed until the silence made room.
Then, “I love you too.”
“No, Daeyoung, what if I love you—”
“Riku,” the smile Daeyoung wears is bittersweet and Riku hates that he recognizes it. Hates that they both know sweetness only when it’s fused with other gloomier things. “I know you love me. Why do you think I regret being your best friend?”
Bookmarked by loserings
19 Apr 2026