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    Evan Buckley has never once been given flowers in his life.

    That is, until he mentions it in a fit of self-pity at the firehouse. Then they're everywhere. What he can't work out is where they're coming from.

    (or: Buck mentions never getting flowers before, and a certain someone decides to remedy that.)

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Standing in front of the new mirrored closet doors Buck installed in his apartment, he takes out his phone, throws up a peace sign, and snaps a photo to send to Eddie. He captions it ‘the fruits of my labor’ and doesn’t have to wait more than a minute before he gets a reply.

    Looks great. It’d look even better if I was behind you.

    Buck’s face heats up instantly.

    Buck and Eddie have sex in front of a mirror.

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    07 Mar 2026

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    “Oh,” Eddie yells after him, tone almost mocking. “So that’s it? You’re just going to walk away?”

    Buck stops, biting down on his cheek. He knows, distantly, that they’re making a scene. That everyone who isn’t actively putting what’s left of the fire out can see and hear everything they’re saying. He sighs. “I don’t know why you’re so pissed,” he mutters, twisting back around to face him just in time to see Eddie’s eyebrows rise high up on his forehead.

    “You don’t know why I’m pissed?” Eddie asks, stepping towards him.

    Shit. He needs to walk away before this blows up. They’re one throw away comment from explosion.

    Buck whips back around, taking a step towards the engine and away from Eddie. “That’s what I said,” he calls over his shoulder. Which—maybe, isn’t the thing to say to cool things down.

    But—

    “I’m pissed,” Eddie shouts back, voice frayed and desperate, “Because I fucking love you.”

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    Or, loud so everyone can hear.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    It was all just too much. He’d gotten maybe three hours of sleep in the last 48 hours, his whole body hurt, and he was just so overwhelmed that he couldn’t think straight.

    “Good boy.”

    A thumb brushed softly across his bottom lip and Buck just—

    He closed his eyes, leaned forward, and sucked Eddie’s thumb gently into his mouth.

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    Buck has an oral fixation and lots of complicated feelings. Luckily, he also has Eddie.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Curling in on himself, Buck coughs in earnest, hacking violently enough that he tastes bits of copper on his tongue. Eyes watering, struggling to breathe, Buck shifts to his hands and knees. The vials roll away, leaving him with a free hand to pound against his sternum. The sensation of something crawling up his neck, choking him, has panic setting in until it’s finally free. Something plops onto the floor with an unsettling wetness.

    Looking down, he sees a full grown string of honeysuckle, roots and all, tainted with splatters of blood in the silvery moonlight. Its nectar still lingers on his lips, sugary, delicate, ominous. The message is clear. Buck leans his forehead on the floor, and screams.

    Even knowing this love would eventually kill him, for Eddie, he’ll let it.

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    Buck's looking death down the barrel, yet again, this time in the form of Hanahaki. Eddie's leaving for Texas, Maddie's struggling in the aftermath of being kidnapped, Bobby has yet another specter of his past coming to haunt him. Buck will let himself strangle on the blossoms of his own unspoken love rather than ruin what little he has left.

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    05 Feb 2026