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Andrew is a literary prodigy who hasn't written anything in almost ten years. In an effort to salvage whatever creativity he still has, he moves to the mysterious seaside town of Fox Hollow, only to find that writer's block is the smallest of his problems.
Neil is a siren who's fed up with random people falling for him.
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31 Jul 2026
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“Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”
“Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.
“How do you know?”
Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.
That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.
“He has to know,” Andrew says.
“Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”
Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.
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18 Jul 2026
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You Don't Even Know Me (It's Only A Feeling) by shadowdreams
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
21 Dec 2019
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Neil Hatford, head of the infamous Hatford mob family.
Andrew Doe, ambitious newcomer to the world of organized crime.
And a story where neither of them is who they say they are but still end up falling for each other.Or, what happens when two governments are really bad at communication and two guys get stuck in the middle.
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13 Jun 2026
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Nathaniel has spent years surviving the Moriyama court by enduring Prince Riko’s cruelty and keeping his world as small as possible. Mostly, that means Jean and their promise to survive together. For a long time, it had been enough to get through one day and then the next.
But Riko’s experiments on Nathaniel start to go right in horrifying ways and Nathaniel realizes he only has two choices- break the one promise that has kept him and Jean alive by leaving him behind, or stay and become a weapon Riko can use to destroy the country.
The only person who might be able to help is an insolent Druid elf locked deep in Evermore’s dungeons.
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04 Jun 2026
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Andrew gets touched by a fox in the woods. A few weeks later, he bites Kevin during practice and everyone handles it as best as they can
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01 Jun 2026