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  1. Public Bookmark 6

    no map and no tour guide, in cells and in sand by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    26 Apr 2026

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    Ilya can't go back to Russia. He's known this fact since the moment he realized he was in love with Shane Hollander, and it never bothered him before. He had thought there was nothing there for him anyway.

    He didn’t know what it meant, then, that he’d never be able to return to his mother’s grave—to the place her body is. To the last place he’d seen her alive, so full of light and sadness. 

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    Ilya's relationship with his depression, his grief, and his fear of becoming his mother.

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    24 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

    “Мама?” by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    10 May 2026

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    Ilya and Shane’s adopted daughter asks about her birth mother. Leading into conversation between Ilya and their daughter about his mom. But, it becomes more just a conversation for Ilya.

    Also posted this on Mother’s Day so…happy Mother’s Day to Ilya

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    15 May 2026

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    can you be close? by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    21 Feb 2026

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    “You don’t look at me like I am crazy.” Ilya says, voice barely above a breath.

    Shane’s brow furrows. “Because you’re not.”

    “I feel like I am.”

    Shane’s hand comes up to cradle his jaw. Warm palm with gentle pressure on his skin. “You look like someone doing something hard.” Something in Ilya’s chest cracks open again, but softer this time.

    (ie. ilya has a very rough day at therapy and comes home to shane to process it all and feel comfort)

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    05 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 20

    Find Your Harmony by

    Fandoms: KPop Demon Hunters (2025)  

    07 Sep 2025

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    After the final fight against Gwi-Ma and the Saja-Boys, Zoey struggled dealing with a healing injury and feeling like a burden. When everything gets too loud one day, Zoey seeks silence in ways she hadn't for years. When Mira and Rumi learn about Zoey's emotions and her past, they show their girlfriend just how important she is and everything they'd do for her in a heartbeat.

    ||*Trigger Warning: Self-Harm, Brief Suicidal Thoughts, Self-Worth / Esteem Issues*||

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    09 Sep 2025