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  1. Public Bookmark 52

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    Till hated the color red.

    He could not, in good conscience, provide a precise reason why. It was not due to any discomfort it brought to his eyes for he had, on numerous occasions, donned garments that are far more offensive such as neon. He preferred more neutral tones such as ivory, charcoal, or the delicate hush of mist grey— colours that asked for nothing.

    Unfortunately, the King, his father, had grown thoroughly weary of his blunt taste in fashion.

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    07 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 54

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    Tillivan college AU

    Till reaches with his hopeless heart, eager to pull Ivan close, while Ivan aches quietly, caught between longing and restraint. Each slow-burning glance and touch carries a tension neither can deny, until desire finally bends them toward each other.
    (Eventual smut)

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    Ivan yearns in silence, until Till realizes Ivan is all he’s ever wanted. A hopeless, romantic slow burn.

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    07 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 21

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    Till’s stuck in a rupture, reliving the past and biding his time for the future; occasionally, he’s eased into solid moments of the present with Ivan’s touch.

    Till, young and scared, had prompted a fissure between them, only to watch it widen with festering guilt. It was hard to tell when exactly things changed, when they were running their allowance dry at the arcade or sneaking out at night and when Till found himself used to his own company more than anyone else’s, watching Ivan blossom, accepted as a perfect caricature version of himself amongst groups of strangers.

    Everyone was just too scared to be different and, by extension, alone. Maybe Till most of all.

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    07 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    KinkVanTober Week 2: Vampire

    Vampirism, a disease Till had been infected with. Surprisingly, he doesn't suffer as much as he'd expected until one month the blood delivery decides to leave him out due to blood donations shortage. He's starving and irritated and when Ivan, annoying Ivan, approaches, it doesn't help him situation one bit. At least until he smells blood on the raven.

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    05 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    Childhood friends; Mizi, Sua, Till and Ivan go their separate ways when they reach adulthood, attending different colleges and moving to far away cities. They meet Luka and Hyuna along the way of high school and include them in their family of 4. Years later, their schedules clear up and they decide to group up together like old times for a fun weekend, but things turn south fast.

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    17 Oct 2025