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    The lost decade. A series of loosely connected stories that occur between the passage of time between the events of 1x06 and 1x01.

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    Photographer!Brian meets GoGoDancer!Justin (AU)
    Titles for this series are from Modest Mouse songs...just because.

     


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  1. Public Bookmark 38

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    They’re really quite comfy. This is NSFW fanart.

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  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    Hudson finally decides to bite the bullet now—here, in the corner of a too-loud gay bar that smells like heavily poured vodka sodas and sweat—and ask the question no interviewer had yet dared to.

    “Have you ever been with another guy?”

    Connor sips his drink slowly, licks his lips over a smile. “Can't imagine how that's relevant.”

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    Ilya let himself soften into it. He’d missed this, the simple camaraderie between teammates. He did feel lonely, but in some ways he felt safer with this team, and Shane had given him that, it was because of Shane that he moved to Ottawa. All the good things in his life curved back to Shane. Looking around, he tried to imagine him here, not Shane Hollander the hockey player, but his Shane, the man who made the darkest rooms feel like home. He felt suddenly certain that they would welcome him with love and respect. And, God help him, he was still hoping like an idiot that Shane would walk through the door.

    Ilya tightened his grip on his roasting stick, jaw set, trying to divert his thoughts back to the present, when a ripple went through the group. Conversation dipped, then stopped completely.

    “Um… what the fuck,” Dillon muttered, eyes flicking toward the house. “Is that Shane Hollander?”

    Or Shane decides to go get his man after seeing Ilya’s instagram post in Chap.23 of TLG.

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    “See?” Ilya said, his mouth close to Shane’s ear. “He wants to watch. Everyone wants to watch you. They are all seeing how beautiful you are.”

    Shane’s gaze flew back to Hayden. Hayden could feel his heart hammering against his ribs, but he didn’t hesitate this time. “It’s true,” he said. “It’s all true.”

    Or: Hayden visits Ilya and Shane for what is supposed to be a casual hangout.

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  5. Public Bookmark 75

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    Ilya couldn't believe what he was seeing. Hollander. Upright, perfect captain, put together Hollander, fighting with Scott Hunter at the end of a game.

    He watched as Hollander spat his mouth guard out on the ice, and listened to the roaring of the crowd, cheering their captain on.

    He looked wild.

    Fuck, he looked good.

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    08 Dec 2025

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