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    Amnesia doesn't happen to real people, Phil wants to say. That's a soap opera trope, and not even a very good one.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Beginning of a complete series and pretty intense emotionally

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    Things seem to be falling into place for Phil.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Sweet 2009 Phil with Dan and family noticing

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    A recent loss has ground Phil's life to a halt. At 33, he's static in his grief and living in the house he grew up in - until his mother kicks him out.

    In a fit of indignation and with nothing to lose, he answers the first listing he finds for a room to rent in London... a listing posted by a guy named Dan.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    They take it so slowly and carefully here and really give me something to think about, with how deep the closet goes

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    Dan takes advantage of Phil's naked gaming habit.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Oh my god I have to read this again & fully explore the massive Dizzy archive, it really contains some of my favorite elements

  5. Public Bookmark 64

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    “Your family’s nice,” Dan says quietly.

    “Dan, are you okay?” Phil asks, “Your heart’s pounding.”

    “Yeah. Yeah. I’m okay.” How can Dan explain that he isn’t just okay? He’s so much better. “Thanks for having me.”

    Phil’s answer is quiet with exhaustion and muffled by Dan’s chest, but Dan hears him loud and clear.
    “Always.”

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    In 2009, certified loverboy Dan Howell crosses the country to spend Christmas with his boyfriend of two months and his family. He discovers that the Lester family handles the holidays differently than Dan's family does.

    In 2025, Dan and Phil invite their families to spend Christmas in the house they built.

    This is a fic about then, and now, and a few points in between.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Very sweet relationship through the years stuff, sequel so good, and shorter works by the author also so good