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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    ‘Why did you say you wanted me to win?’

    ‘Isn’t it obvious?’

    ‘If it was obvious I wouldn’t need to ask.’

    ‘Oh, I don’t know.  You might just have wanted to hear me say it.’

    ‘Say it,’ Iga says matter-of-factly, ‘and I’ll tell you if I like it.’

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    20 Oct 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    It’s weird how it kind of creeps up on you, the realisation that she’s not just really talented, she’s also really pretty.  But you’re used to wishing you had her height, her movement, her spin, so it feels natural to think wistfully about her eyes and her hands as well.

    (It takes you longer - a lot longer - to realise that maybe you don’t want to be her at all.)

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    13 Oct 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    every time paige and azzi sleep together, they turn on fairy lights. as if making mistakes in the dark meant not dealing with them when the sun came up.

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    22 Jul 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 65

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    In October of 2005, Rhaenyra emails back.

    Alternate (happier) ending to "Memories Feel Like Weapons"

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    15 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    She often wonders what it might be like to be a different person. Sometimes a different person in a different life. Other times, life as it is, with a completely new her.

    If she were a different person, a different her, maybe she would take Aryna’s advice to get frustration out, release tension, smash a racket, scream a little, get laid.

    But she is her and she doesn’t, hasn’t, wouldn’t?

    But what if she did?

    Her entire life has been turned upside down in the past several months and she’s somehow still standing, so why not test the limits and actually do something reckless for once? She has always done exactly what she’s supposed to do, and for what? To sit alone in a hotel room, wishing she was somebody else?

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    15 Jul 2025