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  1. Rec *

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    It occurs to him now, watching Ethan methodically slot shells into his shotgun, that fire is a unbelievably useful tool right up until it gets out of control.

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    Ethan and Heisenberg survive the events of Village, and figure out what comes next.

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    27 May 2026

  2. Rec 17

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    It has been two weeks since John defeated the Eternal Order of the Second Death and set out with Father Garcia, and he is beginning to break.
    Pursued by demons, plagued by strange dreams and haunted by a sense that there is something else occupying his body, John will find himself growing more and more reliant on Garcia's unorthodox methods of keeping him alive.
    But when John's dreams begin to feel more like violent visions of the future, with Garcia at the center of them all, he begins to wonder if he's really the one that needs protecting.

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    12 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    it felt like i was hit over the head with 9 crowbars, oh my dear John…

    The absolute love John had for Garcia was both beautiful and tragic, it unraveled him and left him bare. The tenderness in their interactions felt like a twist of the knife when the reveal happened… If only the world were kinder to you John, to be used in such a way and be wholly willing at the end… To give up your body and self to ensure the love of your life obtains happiness feels like something John would do, especially after all he went through in the games and in this fic

    Another thing I loved is the change in tone of John’s mental dialogue after the reveal of Garcia’s intentions. It really conveyed the feeling of his tiredness and heartbreak finally catching up to him all at once, it truly felt like listening into someone who’s already decided on their powerlessness in the situation and I can’t even blame him. Could you imagine? All this time you thought you finally meet your one ally on the path you would be walking down alone, be consistently protected by them and be shown a love you have never dreamed of receiving in your lifetime but then it turns out it was never actually you those actions were for but for the intruder who lives inside your mind. John’s so much stronger and kinder than me, I would’ve just jumped off that cliff 😥

    Also I didn’t know if this was intentional but the way John asked if Garcia will hurt another again and be responded with “After you? No” only to go back on that promise just moments after bringing back Astaroth.. It feels like it mean something but I can’t put my finger on it..

    Overall, a wonderful and tragic story. I cried like 3 times

    Songs I associate this fic with: Sailor Song and Please Be Rude by Gigi Perez

  3. Public Bookmark 35

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    New desires make themselves known to John as he recovers from the Profane Sabbath, traveling cross-country with Father Garcia. With space to breathe and ponder on all that has proceeded since the first Martin exorcism--and perhaps even prior to that--John learns he has let certain needs go neglected in his pursuit of perfect faith.

    Father Garcia, far more experienced and learned in all things, is here to help.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    what a lovely fic, how i live for john and garcia’s characterisation

  4. Public Bookmark 54

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    "You don't care who I was before?"

    "I wouldn't care less except you're unique. And I'm in too deep in your world to get out. Get used to having me in your life, Yashiki, because I'm gong to keep bothering you no matter what."

    (Kazuo Yashiki gains a realization about those he's helped. And the many instances Satoru Mashita nearly slips that he's fallen hard for a possibly oblivious Yashiki.)
    Spoilers for Death Mark, Dark Mark 2, and NG. Be very warned.

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    23 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Beautifully written and an absolute must-read for any fan of the death mark fandom! The growing relationship between Yashiki and Mashita is what takes centre stage and in this fic, their connection felt so real and true. On another note, love Mashita’s characterisation and I physically swooned over Yashiki’s cuteness!!