1 Series by maybe_its_ez

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• to love me is to suffer me by maybe_its_ez

  Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)

  • Mature
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Series in Progress

  15 Jul 2026

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
  • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau & Ilya Rozanov
  • Shane Hollander & Hayden Pike
  • Shane Hollander
  • Ilya Rozanov
  • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
  • Yuna Hollander
  • Jean-Jacques Boiziau | J. J. Dagenais
  • Hayden Pike
  • Mental Health Issues
  • Depression
  • Suicide Attempt
  • Past Suicide Attempts
  • References to Depression
  • talk of previous suicide
  • Ilya's mom btw
  • Religious Guilt
  • Internalized Homophobia
  • Good Friend Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
  • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau Finds Out About Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
  • POV Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
  • POV Ilya Rozanov
  • Angst with a Happy Ending
  • Angst
  • this is such a fun one yall
  • deffo was not in a bad mood when I conceptualised it
  • Disordered Eating
  • its bc of the depression but figured I should still tag it
  • Post-Scene: Ilya Rozanov Makes Tuna Melts in Episode: s01e04 Rose
  • have fun
  • No Major Character Death
  • Ilya Rozanov Has a Bad Day
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
  • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
  • No Smut
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • author can't be arsed with spag
  • Falling In Love
  • no beta we die like my hopes of achieving my predicted grades

  Summary

  angsty Ilya fics (probably all one shots) dealing with his mental health issues!!

  these aren't intended to be the same timeline or anything, they're all stand alone and I will make clear in the notes if theyre not!!

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