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i say i'm happy for him, then i cry myself to sleep by hanna (tsaritsas)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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Ilya and Shane have overcome one of their biggest hurdles and finally admitted to each other that they love each other. Yay! But love is an emotion nonetheless, and can bring up other, less positive ones. Ilya doesn't expect to be dealing with them after Shane says he loves him. Because that's a happy moment.
Right?
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07 Mar 2026
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i'm grateful to you for letting me lose by bluerosebouquet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Dec 2025
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He wanted to bury his face in the juncture between his neck and shoulder, to breathe in the smell of him, to touch his skin and give him everything that he could. He wanted to give to him until there was nothing left, until Shane had disappeared into him forever.
“Look at me,” Ilya’s voice was quiet, but Shane obeyed immediately, his eyes fuzzy at the corners, “How are you feeling?”
Shane intended to lie. There was no reason to complicate things with hard truths that not even he understood. Instead, his lip wobbled, and he found that he couldn’t say anything at all.
“Ah,” Ilya made a noise that sounded nearly as devastated as Shane felt, and put a hand on the back of his neck, pulling him forward. Shane went easily, his forehead pressing into Ilya’s shoulder, and breathing deeply through his nose, trying not to cry.
Or, Shane drops after leaving Ilya's house.
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my heart has changed by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jan 2026
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“You don’t have to.” Ilya whispers.
“What?”
“Love me. You don’t have to. To say it, you can move on, you can find someone better, you don’t have to.” he says. “I am. . . not good.” he settles on after trying to find the right words in his mind.
*Alternate ending to episode 4*