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'Shane doesn’t know that he knows. He thinks Ilya was staring at his erection, not the cuts and scars littered across his thighs. He thinks Ilya was being an asshole and pointing out how hard he was, while Ilya is mostly soft from the shock of what he saw. He has no idea Ilya’s plan was to start jerking himself off to see how Shane would react. He didn’t get the chance.
Ilya gives Shane time to get dressed and maybe leave entirely. He’ll need to shower again when he gets back to the hotel, because right now he can barely stay upright.
Why does he care that Shane Hollander cuts himself? Why does he have this need to make sure he gets help and never harms his precious skin again? What happened to getting a taste of the boy and moving on?’
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AKA - Shane struggles with self harm while he explores his relationship with Ilya.
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08 Apr 2026
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(hopelessly) waiting for your love by attfna
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Apr 2026
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When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.
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Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.
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03 Apr 2026
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the fuckboy challenge (fuckboy not included) by shadowquill17
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Apr 2026
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“Okay, Roz, the challenge is simple,” Davey says, slightly hurried like he knows he’s losing their focus. “Three questions. First, think of the best sex of your life.”
“Yes.”
Rozanov looks very relaxed, surrounded by his team, casually indulging rookies like he has all the time in the world.
“Now, uh, you grade it out of ten. Not the person, like—not how hot the person was, but how good the sex was, yeah?”
“Would be same answer anyway,” Rozanov says easily. “Twelve.”
Or, a video of Ilya doing the “fuckboy challenge” is posted. The internet reacts.
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01 Apr 2026
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vestigial instincts by pressuretoparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jan 2026
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Their rivalry, as history has written it, has finally come to an end.
"I won," Shane breathes, and the smile, the smile that's been plastered on his face since he scored, grows wider.
Montreal knocks Boston out of the playoffs. Shane learns how to be Ilya Rozanov's boyfriend. Ilya wears Shane's jersey. Set about a year after the finale.
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- Part 1 of winners-verse
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01 Apr 2026
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Staring at the Sun by Nerve_Itch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Apr 2026
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The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating.
The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice.
“I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”
Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.
“Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"
Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little.
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Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.Bookmarked by mfvargas94
29 Mar 2026