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    “I told you it was supposed to be a surprise asshole,” Shane whispers and it was only then that Ilya finally noticed the razor in his hand and the notch of hair missing from Shane’s perfect pussy. Ilya’s throat goes dry and his hand reaches out to thumb at the perfectly smooth area.

    Ilya helps Shane shave.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    “Fuck, look at you,” Ilya breathes. “Ask me for it again.”

    “Hit me,” Shane says instantly, not a moment of hesitation.

    “Is your face not sore? You still want more?”

    “It’s sore,” Shane answers. “Please. I want more.”

    “Fuck,” Ilya hisses, and he extends his arm out, muscular and powerful, and he brings it down hard, harder than any of the previous smacks. This one makes Shane’s head reel, his entire upper half jolting in response to it. Ilya watches in concern and fascination, gauging his reaction.

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    Ilya's playful slap during the Hayden phone call scene awakens something in Shane.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    “I see,” Ilya’s voice was low and dangerous, “You don’t want me to fuck you like a girl, you want me to fuck a baby into you, huh Hollander?”

    Instantly, Shane was so hard that he could barely see straight.

    “Yes,” he moaned, so loudly that his voice echoed off the walls of his bedroom, “Yes I- That’s what I want.”

    Or, Shane wants Ilya to get him pregnant.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Shane sighs, like the little teasing shit he sometimes is. “I think you should stop worrying,” he says, “and you should come here and fuck my throat.” And Shane says it with such a casual tone, like he’s asking Ilya what he’d like to have for dinner, like he’s not telling him to just fuck his throat like a fleshlight. If Ilya wasn’t losing his mind at the view, he’d probably tease Hollander for the whole thing. He’d really learned to loosen up and ask for what he wanted over the years.

     

    “You think I should?” Ilya ask him, looking down to his throat and then to his face. Shane’s already red all over, but it might be from having his head upside down on the bed. “You think you can distract me, Hollander?”

     

    Like he’s presenting himself, Shane simply open his mouth and pull his tongue out as an answer. Jesus fucking Christ.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.

    Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."

    And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.

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    They’d sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life they’d built together. One sentence at a time.

    “Maybe we need space.” “Maybe we’re just hurting each other.” “Maybe love isn’t enough.”

    He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.

    Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.

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    09 Feb 2026