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    Dazai Osamu has been in a coma for exactly one year, seven months, and twenty-two days. But Death still refuses to take him.

    Trapped in the space between worlds and unable to die, Dazai waits, killing what precious time he may have left and hoping—praying—that his family will pull the plug and move on. He doesn't expect someone to move into his old apartment instead.

    Nakahara Chuuya, two-time Grammy awards winner, and freshly unemployed pessimist, has never believed in fate, much less the supernatural. But the lively—if a bit annoying—ghost of his apartment's previous tenant, might just change everything.

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    13 Jul 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    angst with a happy ending was taken VERY seriously

  2. Rec 44

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    His life is perfectly fine as it is, but sometimes, just sometimes, he feels an integral piece of him missing. This tiny brick from the scaffolding of Nakahara Chuuya. Not big enough to make him collapse, only to waver from time to time; like now, wandering the hallways, a little lost, a little mystified.

    Maybe that’s what living is with something like Arahabaki harbored inside of him. No matter how deeply he submerges himself into this great and devastating world, a part of him will always feel disconnected. Trapped in a fish tank, watching people come and go, leaving him with nothing but grainy memories.

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    12 Jul 2023

  3. Rec 22

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    Crack fic for funsies

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    23 Jun 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so emotional so life changing i cried

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Dazai and Chuuya have lost something incomprehensible.

    It’s hard to pack the boxes.

    It’s hard to accept that all they can do now is remember.

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    06 Jun 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this mentally and physically destroyed me, all i feel is anguish and pain.

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    "What would you like to dream of, Chuuya?" Dazai asked, and his partner shifted in the bed before settling down.

    "I dunno idiot, you pick."

    Dazai hummed, "I believe I can arrange that." Chuuya's eyelashes fluttered against Dazai's palm as Dazai continued to speak, voice turning into a whisper as he spoke late into the night.

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    Chuuya can't dream, and Dazai has a soloution that quickly turns into a routine between the two of them.

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    07 May 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    good fic