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  1. Public Bookmark 25

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    ***CW: MELTDOWN (AUTISM), MAJOR ISSUES WITH GERMS//TALKING ABOUT GERMS, SELF-DEPRECATING THOUGHTS//IMPULSIVE THOUGHTS, BRIEF DESCRIPTIONS OF NOT EATING//PUKING (NOT E.D), VAGUE//DETAILED DESCRIPTIONS OF PARENTAL ABUSE, SCARS (NOT SH RELATED), SWEARING***

    For reasons unknown, Byakuya Togami practically disappeared from Hope's Peak's halls nearly a year ago. And one enlightening Saturday night, Mondo Oowada finds out why.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Perfection is not an option.

    It is a requirement.

    At least… that’s what Kiyotaka Ishimaru has always been taught, from the moment he was old enough to be taught anything.

    Trying your best is not enough. You must do better; be better. There is no time for passivity or idle moments. You must always be moving, always be working; always be your best.

    Actually, no. Not your best.

    Better than your best. 

    Absolute perfection.

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    25 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 9

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    Kiyotaka raised his hand; the teacher nodded to him for him to ask a question,
    “Yes, Ishimaru?”
    Kiyotaka’s brows were furrowed,
    “Would an unhealthy relationship only be confined to a relationship with one of our peers?”
    The teacher raised a brow,
    “Well, not necessarily—
    “What about if we had an unhealthy relationship with a family member?” He blurted out, interrupting the teacher, which was very unlike him.
    The whole class turned to look at him at once. The delinquent next to him was staring at him with intensity.
    (AKA hurt/comfort fic about past abuse with Kiyotaka. Mondo comforts him. I love my dead gay sons. Obviously the canon ending for these two wasn't sad enough so I had to make Taka sad in a world where nothing goes wrong. /s)

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    09 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 43

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    Kiyotaka Ishimaru is depressed. He has nothing in his life. But maybe if he changed people would like him...

    Kinda projecting but also kind of just a character study on how I think he might feel.

    Warning: This has mentions of cutting, blood, suicidal thoughts, death, and anorexia, as well as talking about existentialism, kind of? If that makes you uncomfortable don't read! Take care of your self!

    Thanks for letting me write 69k (nice) of this.

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    09 Apr 2026

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    The reality of growing up was such: sitting at the dining table, waiting. An empty home, a heaviness that weighs on him, a friend who smiles and asks, "Are you happy, Tsukasa-kun?"

    He thinks of a quiet grey room, of the world he had once loved and chosen to give up. At eight years old, then ten, and now, seventeen. He's faced with a choice.

    Just forget.

    He smiles.

    I've never once been lonely.

     

    (It's the only way to make them happy.)

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    07 Apr 2026

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    I cried