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    This is the real, honest truth of it: Shane has spent years navigating his own personal rules about touch, putting up barriers out of necessity, only for Ilya Rozanov to knock them down with ease. No one has ever touched Shane like he has. Shane has never wanted anyone to. But Ilya Rozanov—Shane wants him, in a way that’s new and terrifying. They’ve been as close as two people can possibly be, and still Shane wants more.

     
    or, Shane Hollander has a carefully controlled relationship with touch. Ilya Rozanov changes that.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Upon being with Ilya, Shane was learning a whole lot of things about himself. 

    His bar for ‘good boyfriend’ was basically in hell, after his past two partners. But Ilya was actively changing that. He was beyond a good boyfriend, it was genuinely insane. 

    And Shane didn’t know if there was a such thing as having a kink for your boyfriend being a good boyfriend, but if there was, he definitely had it. 

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    shane realizing how bad his past relationships were while also realizing he has a competency kink

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    13 Mar 2026

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    “Never have I ever…” Bood was smiling so hard, it was almost hard to understand him as he fought to get the words out. He took a deep breath, attempting to regain his composure, and tried again. “Never have I ever gone down the Boston cop slide and, somehow, come out of the other end without any pants on.”

    If anyone asked, Ilya was blaming the fire for how his cheeks heated as everyone’s eyes flew to him.

    “I am going to kill Cliff Marlow,” he muttered darkly, taking a reluctant swig of vodka.

    -- Or: The Ottawa Centaurs play Never Have I Ever. It devolves into the Centaurs making fun of Ilya for all of the Boston shenanigans he got into before (and after) Shane made an honest man out of him

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    02 Mar 2026

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    Hayden knows something is wrong the moment Shane lets his coat drop to the floor, in a little pile by the front door, instead of neurotically hanging it up like he always does. How could a hookup with 'Boston Lily' leave him this distraught?

    Or; an outsider perspective of episode 4, where Hayden has to pick up the pieces Ilya left of Shane after he storms out of his home in Boston.

    01/18/25- EPILOGUE ADDED!

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    24 Feb 2026

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    Shane’s eyes snap open. Wait a second.

    “Ilya,” Shane says, propping himself up on his elbows. “Ilya, wake up.”

    Ilya makes a pained noise, eyes still shut. “I shut curtains already.”

    “It’s not that. Ilya, hey. Don’t go back to sleep.” Ilya tries to bury back into Shane’s chest, but adrenaline knifes through Shane’s hangover long enough for him to peel Ilya off and roll him into his back. Ilya blinks blearily up at him, starfished in the sheets. Beautiful and naked and missing his mother’s cross.

     

    OR: When Ilya’s cross goes missing after the Centaurs celebrate their first Stanley Cup win, Shane is determined to get it back. And so are the Centaurs. And the rest of Ottawa.

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    23 Feb 2026

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