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    To Yeonjun, this would be another one of those nights. Soobin is just another body, another nameless pleasure. If Soobin was cruel to himself, he would let himself be that for Yeonjun. One single night to be all that he wants.

    To Soobin, this would change his life forever.

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    “Do you think Taehyun would ever be into a guy like me?" Beomgyu asked.

    “He hooked up with a guy before, if that’s what you mean,” Kai said.

    “No, not like that,” Beomgyu said, shaking his head. “Like me.”

    “I don’t know. But, he’s a good guy. You know that," Kai added.

    “Yeah, I know,” Beomgyu admitted, but it didn’t help.

    The plan had been so, so, so fucking simple. Forget Kang Taehyun. But, he couldn’t do it.

    For Beomgyu, life and love are hard as a recently out trans guy. It's been hard to trust anyone, let alone himself and his own feelings. It's basically killing him that his crush is the only person in his life who knew him before he transitioned.

    Taehyun's in love with Beomgyu but Beomgyu seems to hate his guts. When Beomgyu tells him he can’t live his life because he struggles financially, Taehyun turns a joke into a reality by accepting Beomgyu’s request for monetary support through an online forum. As their friendship finally begins to warm both in real life and through the internet, it’s become very obvious that the only problem with this plan is that Beomgyu might kinda, sorta have no idea his platonic “Sugar Buddy'' is also his physics tutor.

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    01 Nov 2023

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    Soobin whistles. “That’s pretty bad.”

    “Thanks, Soobin-ssi. That makes me feel a lot better,” Beomgyu says, the inside of his throat going tight. Both from amusement and from shame.

    Like Soobin, it’s been a while since he spoke about this with anybody. Unsurprisingly, none of his friends like to talk about it. They’d rather believe that Beomgyu is working through it on his own.

    Far, far away from them.

    Beomgyu and his blind date have more in common than he expected. This may not be such a bad thing.

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    05 Jan 2023

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    It’s cold. Their wedding ring, on his fourth finger on his left hand. It’s cold when he sees Yeonjun’s hand and his ring finger is empty.

    “I don’t know,” Yeonjun whispers quietly, like he’s cautious. Unsure. “A little scared, I think.”

    “Why?”

    “Well, I don’t actually... know you.”

    Soobin laughs, despite the reality. It’s funny when he thinks about it hard enough. This is the man he married a year ago, fell in love with years before, but he doesn’t remember.

    It’s funny, really.

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    05 Mar 2022

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    "It’s been hidden in his drawer for some time now, waiting to finally be revealed and, if things go according to plan, end up on a certain someone’s ring finger. It hasn’t though, not yet at least, because as mentioned before, Seungyoun’s birth chart is moron sun, incel moon and virgin rising."

    Four years into dating Wooseok, Seungyoun tries (and fails) to propose. Thirteen times.

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    16 May 2021