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    "Dazai..." Chuuya's voice comes out too tight and small, unlikely to ever reach Dazai. His hand lifts shakily, in some dazed attempt to stop him. There is panic wild and fast in his chest, the beginnings of hyperventilation, his breaths shallow and quick.

     

    Something's wrong, something's wrong—

     

    This hurts too much, it's not supposed to be like this—

     

    His vision is blurring, and his head is taut and aching with the stress and anxiety and so much anguish that he can barely comprehend it.

    The last of Dazai's hazy form disappears, far in the distance.
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    Forced into a difficult situation, Dazai has to leave Chuuya behind post-Corruption without his usual thorough check-up. Only, he has no idea just what state Chuuya was in as he was walking away from him that night.

    Grief is a good teacher on how to value those you love. When he gets Chuuya back, Dazai uses his lessons well.

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    10 Mar 2025

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    “Maybe,” Dazai purrs, fingers brushing softly against the little blue ribbon that keeps Chuuya’s hair in place. “Maybe Chuuya is my something blue. What do you think, chibi? Now I just need something borrowed—”

    “Shut the fuck up,” Chuuya hisses.

    Ane-San was so right.

    “Do you want something borrowed, Dazai? Then it’s your fucking lucky day because we are on borrowed time. And unless you do something about it, it’s gonna end very soon.”

    [Dazai is about to marry a girl Mori has picked for him - a girl Dazai might even like if he tries hard enough.
    Problem is, he never imagined he could fall for his wedding planner.]

    Russian translation by Orliade here.
    Russian translation by @chixaemvmeste here.

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    09 Mar 2025

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    Chuuya suffers from painful aftereffects of Corruption. Dazai suffers from existential depression.

    Chuuya has a god in him that wants to kill his body. Dazai has a mind that wants to kill itself.

    Chuuya is dying. Dazai wants to die.

    Chuuya wants to make Dazai feel alive. Dazai wants to keep Chuuya alive.

    They both try to take care of each other the best they can, bringing them closer.

    Until Dazai leaves.

    That's when it all goes wrong.

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    09 Feb 2025

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    Running from everyone and everything he's ever known with nothing but a duffel bag and the hat on his head, Chuuya hesitates when a stranger covered in bandages offers him a ride for free—all fake smiles, sharp edges, dark eyes. Maybe, he thinks, he isn't the only one trying to escape the ghosts of the past.

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    02 Feb 2025

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    Role reversal AU where Dazai is in the Port Mafia and Chuuya is in the Armed Detective Agency.

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    When a famous painting goes missing from the Mori Art Museum, the ADA jumps in to help investigate the case.
    So Dazai and Chuuya go on a mission together, solve the mystery together, fight enemies together... and somewhere along the line, they fall in love.

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    02 Feb 2025