7 Works by monzas
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on this night and in this light (i think i'm falling) by fourstars (monzas)
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF
17 May 2026
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“Say stop,” Joshua murmurs, his breath ghosting over Leon’s lips, holding his face— like he’s trying to stop Leon from pulling away.
Like he would. Like he wants to.
Leon shakes his head. Barely. And leans in.
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it’s simple and it goes like this (i’m in love with you) by fourstars (monzas)
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF
30 Apr 2026
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But his life is tangled up in Leverkusen. In Kai. In some ways, it always has been. In most ways, it goes beyond that.
or, the day before Julian leaves for Borussia Dortmund.
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“Flo.” He whispers, his breath touching his lips allowing the shiver to finally grow up his spine, rearranging everything he’s known, shaking with an anticipation that flares inside him. “Kiss me.”
And, Flo’s brain short-circuits all over again, honeyed adrenaline cascading through his veins, sticky and gooey and golden and he pushes himself up, kissing Jamal square on the mouth.
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i’d swim oceans (just to see you) by fourstars (monzas)
Fandoms: Women's Association Football | Women's Soccer RPF
16 Oct 2025
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“Can we talk?”
Lena’s eyes blow wide and it’s like a reflex, the jerk of her head instead of saying yes, her fingers touching her palm as she clenches her hands and the feel of ice cold water being dumped over her head, her heart racing in her chest.
“Of course.” She says, she thinks, the sound dull and echoey in her ears as she backs into her apartment and steps aside to let her girlfriend in.
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‘til our fingers decompose (keep my hand in yours) by fourstars (monzas)
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF
28 Sep 2025
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Julian doesn’t know what turns off the filter inside of him.
“Do you ever just want to… give up?” He asks, swallowing down and feeling Kai’s hand still on his waist, leaving indents in his hip.
“Give up?” Kai breathes out against his shoulder, his mouth leaving a featherlight touch there.
“Yeah, like,” Julian’s mouth twists into a frown. “Quitting, disappearing. Like you don’t want to exist anymore.”
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how can i be yours (if you’re not mine) by fourstars (monzas)
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF
15 Sep 2025
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It was falling in love. Irretrievably. It was the quiet acceptance that Kai Havertz might be the biggest heartbreak of his life. And Julian would let him break his heart, a million times over just to keep him.
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you make my heart feel like it's summer by fourstars (monzas)
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF
20 Feb 2019
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The thing about pretending to date Kai Havertz is that it feels a lot like actually dating Kai Havertz.
the five (plus) times that Kai and Julian weren't dating and the one time that they are.