11 Bookmarks by n0tzoe

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  1. This has been deleted, sorry!

    11 Sep 2022

  2. This has been deleted, sorry!

    10 Sep 2022

  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    It doesn't feel good anymore, remembering. The peace it brought is replaced with something dark, ugly, and falling apart at the seams.  That so-called love feels like a lie. Like a trap.  It feels like a pillowcase full of batteries to the face when you walk out the communal bathroom in prison. He feels like he's waiting for Chifuyu to throw his punch, the minute he lets himself relax. He feels it like his father's fist, a ghost of hands wrapping around his neck. 

    This is punishment Kazutora , this is punishment.
    OR Kazutora's healed. Kind of.

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    10 Sep 2022

  4. Public Bookmark 27

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    It had been roughly seven months since Kazutora and Chifuyu had come within a breath of confessing their feelings for each other, September creeping in with cooler weather but still scorching the evenings with a sun that felt like summer. Naturally, they never talked about what happened, just fell into a more intimate routine comfortably. The two men basically lived together again, waking up in each other’s beds more often than not. Platonically, of course, if any of their friends pressed.

    Or

    Kazutora gets in a fight with his brain about allowing himself to be loved.

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    10 Sep 2022

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    05 Sep 2022

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    Chifuyu used to hate his evening shifts in this coffee shop. Used to before two weirdos in gang uniforms started to come by regularly. They bickered like an old married couple, made orders for one another, and kissed like there was no one else in the world but them. The problem was - Chifuyu was there, right behind the counter, thank you very much.

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    05 Sep 2022

  7. Public Bookmark 52

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    “You would be into trauma porn…” Kazutora grumbles, not surprised in the slightest. He can’t help but find it kind of funny.

    Hanma sticks out a pointed tongue at him and reaches under his pillow, fishing out the bottle of lube and tossing it to Kazutora.

    “Kazu-san,” he purrs, “I interrupted something before. Why don’t you continue?”

     

    Or, Kazutora wants to get off thinking of Baji and Hanma wants to help.

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    04 Sep 2022

  8. Public Bookmark 54

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    "He damn felt the way Chifuyu’s breathing picked up; he was angry. His eyes, overflowing with love at all the attention Keisuke had been giving him, were empty, blind to anything but his hatred and anger for Kazutora.

    He looked fuckable. No. He looked so pretty."

    // Kazutora called Baji that night, hoping to forget the world for just a few hours. What he got instead was far more than he could've ever hoped for, and all he needed to do was realise it //

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    04 Sep 2022

  9. Public Bookmark 28

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    "Actually, both of us think it was adorable,” Tora smiled, finding sadistic enjoyment in Chifuyu’s reactions whenever he teased him. “We didn’t pay you much attention, huh...Sorry, it was kind of mean, we got distracted and couldn’t get to know you better.”
    “No, it’s...It’s fine,” Chifuyu swallowed. “I really don’t know what you want though.”
    “Well...Like I said, we both thought you checking Baji out was really cute. And, if you want, me and Baji wanted to...ask you something, Chifuyu.”
    “Yeah...?”
    For a brief moment, it appeared as though Tora was hesitating but then Chifuyu understood that he wasn’t hesitant at all, he was giving him enough time for the realisation to set in and for him to react accordingly. Tired of waiting for him to make up his mind, Tora leaned down, tilted his head and gave him a kiss."

    // While going through something that definitely isn't a breakup, Chifuyu makes the first mistake of many, he also learns from them //

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    04 Sep 2022

  10. Public Bookmark 58

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    “You’re blushing,” Mikey lilted, wrapping his arms around Draken’s middle.

    Just a few light touches in the right place had Draken's stomach tingling and cheeks blushing. It was like this every time. Every fucking time. 

    And Mikey knew it, which only made matters worse.

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    26 Aug 2022

  11. Public Bookmark 66

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    The exhaustion and violence of the day before are so fucking heavy.

    “Anyway, let’s talk about tomorrow night’s Toman gathering.”

    Draken feels Mitsuya reaching out to him, hearing the slight sigh that runs through his lips. When he looks into the faces of the two young men beside him, he sees concern. Mikey won't talk about it. He will never talk about it.

    And Draken thinks everything is screwed up.

    OR : Mikey was raped and no one knows how to help him coping with his trauma ; not even himself.

    !! TW : rape (not described but story's all about PTSD linked to it) self-harm and suicide mention !!
    PS: I created a Twitter account (because I'm too shy to show my irl friends what I'm writing) : @lwizloveschaos //

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    26 Aug 2022

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