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andrew minyard's incomplete (but very important) list of where not to kiss your best friend by kowarubunga
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
24 Aug 2025
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Of course Andrew wants Neil—he’s beautiful and infuriating and, even though Andrew refuses to acknowledge it, actually funny. Neil cares about Andrew, makes him feel seen in a way no one else has ever made him feel before. Neil likes being around Andrew, says it every chance he gets.
There is no world in which Andrew Minyard is not head over heels in love with Neil Josten.
And as much as he knows Neil cares for him, Andrew’s pretty sure there’s no world in which his feelings are reciprocated, either.
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or: 5 times andrew and neil don't kiss + 1 time they actually do
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27 Oct 2025
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Neil Josten is not soft- has never been in fact. But when an unintended comment from one of the Foxes throws Neil for a loop, he finds himself reminding them why no one should think of him in that way. But why is Andrew suddenly so distant? And what happens when all of these reminders of his past start to catch up with him?
Aka: all the times Neil proved he was a badass, and Andrew reminds him he's an idiot.
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15 Oct 2025
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“Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”
“Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.
“How do you know?”
Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.
That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.
“He has to know,” Andrew says.
“Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”
Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.
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07 Oct 2025
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“An ability?”
— on the past, present, and future of one Edgar Allan Poe.
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04 Sep 2025