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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    (Set during the Killing Game route, sometime after Day 58)

    "This is going to hurt like hell. You'll scream. You might even cry." Somewhere between glee and concern, Yugamu kisses Takumi's neck through his surgical mask. "Just don't hold back. Let your suffering be known to me, Sumino-kun."

    Takumi tries to be brave for him, but he can already feel a cold sweat moving like ripples across his skin.

    "I’ll do my best.”

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    When Yugamu's killing urges get too much for him, Takumi steps in to help, much to the dismay of an assassin who's desperately trying to retire from his field of work.

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    12 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    ⚠️ SPOILERS for Multiple Eitos Route, Endings 009 and 010 ⚠️

    Sometimes, he wakes up crying.

    It's a silent sort of affair - he just lies there for the most part, too tired to make any sounds. The Eito he knows would mock him for it. He'd have said all kinds of scalding words about what an ugly, repulsive human being he was. This one doesn't.

    Instead, Takumi tenses up as he feels Eito's fingers card through his hair. His touch is cautious. The way you'd pet a stray cat that doesn't quite trust you yet.

    Takumi reaches the end of the endurance match, and gets sent back in time to his last decision.
    (partner piece to extinguish; exsanguination)

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    15 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    14 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    The first year is the hardest for him, for all of them maybe. Not that he had any disillusions that turning their backs on humanity would exactly be an easy path. Still, it was the only one forward he could see for them all, officially joining and aiding in the scattered grassroots rebellion effort.

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    14 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 21

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    "I don't feel like myself," he remarks dreamily.
    "I'm sorry." Takumi's ugly mottled face screws up. To someone else, what sort of expression is he making? He has heard others say he is cute. That he is sweet. Eito cannot comprehend what cuteness or sweetness would look like in a person. He studies his face and tries to look through the revulsion but it is the same as ever.
    "I don't mind. It's not such a bad thing."

    Eito can only tolerate intimacy when it hurts.

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    14 Jan 2026