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"you hate me," nicholas whispers, lips brushing against his pulse, feeling the way it races. his grip tightens around euijoo’s waist, possessive. "because i make you weak."
euijoo should be furious. should shove him away. should press the gun deeper and remind himself that this is war, that this isn't a game, that nicholas is the reason for the blood on his hands, the scars on his body, the weight in his chest that never goes away.
but nicholas is so warm.
and euijoo is so cold.so he kisses him back.
(or: euijoo never thought he’d see nicholas again—until the day he’s sent to hunt him down.
now, standing on opposite sides of a war, with a gun between them, euijoo realizes too late—nicholas was never just another criminal.
and he was never just another enforcer. )Series
- Part 1 of the art of breaking
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Euijoo peels the wax off with his thumb nail, flicking the envelope open and tossing it onto the kitchen table with the rest of his junk mail. The contents are just as fancy as the envelope itself. Thick cardstock and handwritten calligraphy with sharp ink. Taunting him.
The honor of your company is requested at the marriage of Koga Yudai and Murata Fuma.
(OR: Euijoo asks his childhood crush to pretend to be his new boyfriend at his ex-boyfriend’s wedding. Nicholas says yes.)
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07 Mar 2026
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“Hyung needs something,” Kei whispers with far too much intensity. He clears his throat, trying to sound more confident than he feels. “I need something from you.”
Taki nods too fast, already agreeing before hearing what it could be. “I’ll—anything. What is it?”
If the roles were reversed, this is the part where Taki would be honest. He would tell Kei exactly what he needs and beg for it, despite Kei not asking him to. He’d grovel and plead and almost demand Kei to help him. Kei would give in, because there’s no universe where he wouldn’t.
Meanwhile in this reality, Kei bites his tongue. He’s staring at Taki like he’s trying to pull him apart. He still feels like he’s in fight-or-flight mode, however. Taki can sense it, because his grip on Kei’s waist loosens. He’s always been able to read Kei better than anyone else.
“Kei-hyung, what do you need?” Taki asks, tilting his head even closer.
Kei needs far too much to put into words. He wants even more than that.
Kei demands control—craves it. Would the world end and the sky fall if he just gave it up for a single moment? His restless heart tells him it would, but the way Taki looks at him says otherwise.
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03 Mar 2026
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There was a time when Euijoo used to have things under control; when he was less transparent and more composed. He’s always found Nicholas to be breathtakingly beautiful—but it was easier to look at him, back then.
Now, Euijoo fears looking at Nicholas for too long because he knows exactly what will be written on his face when he looks back: total and utter devotion.
Bookmarked by ncjju
03 Mar 2026