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"you hate me," nicholas whispers, lips brushing against his pulse, feeling the way it races. his grip tightens around euijoo’s waist, possessive. "because i make you weak."
euijoo should be furious. should shove him away. should press the gun deeper and remind himself that this is war, that this isn't a game, that nicholas is the reason for the blood on his hands, the scars on his body, the weight in his chest that never goes away.
but nicholas is so warm.
and euijoo is so cold.so he kisses him back.
(or: euijoo never thought he’d see nicholas again—until the day he’s sent to hunt him down.
now, standing on opposite sides of a war, with a gun between them, euijoo realizes too late—nicholas was never just another criminal.
and he was never just another enforcer. )Series
- Part 1 of the art of breaking
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Euijoo peels the wax off with his thumb nail, flicking the envelope open and tossing it onto the kitchen table with the rest of his junk mail. The contents are just as fancy as the envelope itself. Thick cardstock and handwritten calligraphy with sharp ink. Taunting him.
The honor of your company is requested at the marriage of Koga Yudai and Murata Fuma.
(OR: Euijoo asks his childhood crush to pretend to be his new boyfriend at his ex-boyfriend’s wedding. Nicholas says yes.)
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07 Mar 2026
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“Hyung needs something,” Kei whispers with far too much intensity. He clears his throat, trying to sound more confident than he feels. “I need something from you.”
Taki nods too fast, already agreeing before hearing what it could be. “I’ll—anything. What is it?”
If the roles were reversed, this is the part where Taki would be honest. He would tell Kei exactly what he needs and beg for it, despite Kei not asking him to. He’d grovel and plead and almost demand Kei to help him. Kei would give in, because there’s no universe where he wouldn’t.
Meanwhile in this reality, Kei bites his tongue. He’s staring at Taki like he’s trying to pull him apart. He still feels like he’s in fight-or-flight mode, however. Taki can sense it, because his grip on Kei’s waist loosens. He’s always been able to read Kei better than anyone else.
“Kei-hyung, what do you need?” Taki asks, tilting his head even closer.
Kei needs far too much to put into words. He wants even more than that.
Kei demands control—craves it. Would the world end and the sky fall if he just gave it up for a single moment? His restless heart tells him it would, but the way Taki looks at him says otherwise.
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03 Mar 2026
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There was a time when Euijoo used to have things under control; when he was less transparent and more composed. He’s always found Nicholas to be breathtakingly beautiful—but it was easier to look at him, back then.
Now, Euijoo fears looking at Nicholas for too long because he knows exactly what will be written on his face when he looks back: total and utter devotion.
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03 Mar 2026
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“What would you pick then?” he asked pointedly, eyes narrowed. “Between me forgetting you, or you forgetting me?”
“The second option.” Hanbin kissed his cheek. “I’ll remember.”
Hanbin should be worried about regaining his lost memories. But really, all he wants is to know why the most beautiful man in the world seems to hate him.
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20 Dec 2025
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“Working out for anxiety makes sense, actually.” Taerae speaks slowly, so slowly. “I thought you were just insane and narcissistic and you like the way you look in tight-fitting shirts.”
A laugh sputters out of Matthew’s lips, a real one. “I mean, that too,” he jokes, and even through the darkness, he can see Taerae’s teeth when he smiles. “But yeah. I… yeah.”
Taerae’s thumb makes a careful circle around his nipple again. Matthew shivers but before he can push into it, Taerae murmurs, “Arms above your head, Matthew-yah.”
Matthew's having a bad night. Taerae helps him through it.
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23 Oct 2025
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Living in a small town has its perks and its problems. For Hao, the biggest problem is not being able to show his family and friends who he truly is.
Enter the new kid at school, Sung Hanbin, and everything changes.
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14 Jul 2025
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Zhang Hao can’t sleep. He hasn’t been able to for months.
The solution he finds involves Sung ASMR, a voice so gentle and intimate it starts to unravel him. It calms him, comforts him…
He listens, and of course, gets attached.Bookmarked by ncjju
28 Jun 2025
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Matthew does not hate his body. At least, not most days. It is a body that has been fought for, bled for, carefully shaped over years of struggle, tears, and cautious victory. Being kind to it is a conscious effort, sometimes done with gritted teeth and simmering resentment, but he is trying, god help him, he is trying
After one night in 2022 alters Matthew's life forever, he has spent a slow, years-long journey towards some new kind of whole. Now, in 2028, he has achieved an unconventional but loving support system, a fulfilling career, and a wound that is mostly stitched closed. But when his world collides with Sung Hanbin's again, everything changes.
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23 Jun 2025
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All Hao wanted was to read some good old GOT7 A/B/O fanfiction. What he didn’t mean to do was accidentally click the “Found Family” tag and spiral into an emotional rollercoaster that ends with him falling headfirst for a fic... and maybe the author behind it. Now he's deep into the ZB1 fandom, rps gyubrik and is an avid gyubrik fic reader, all on top of an ongoing situationship with a certain ao3 user whose DMs are dangerously flirty...
It started with a kudos but it seems to be escalating into something that might just be... love?
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07 Jun 2025
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He hadn’t noticed how long it had been. Since someone touched him like this. Not for a stage, not for choreography. Not a handshake, not a teammate’s high-five or a manager's hand on his shoulder. But this. A hand resting without expectation. A touch that lingers just because it wants to.
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02 Jun 2025
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never goes away (but it all works out) by neulbinies
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
06 Feb 2025
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“You know, Hanbinnie,” his grandmother starts, “I always thought that you would be getting married first, and that we would all be sitting here at your wedding right now.”
His breath hitches in his throat at her implication and his entire body tenses up. His teeth desperately gnaw on the skin inside his bottom lip, trying to figure out how he can make himself disappear from this conversation immediately.
“Speaking of–,” she continues, “where is my sweet HaoHao, by the way? I haven’t seen him around in quite a while…”
or alternatively: Hanbin is the best man at Gyuvin and Ricky’s wedding and he tries very hard to ignore the absence of a certain person who isn’t in attendance. He drinks a bit too much champagne and shows up to said person’s apartment uninvited… after not speaking to him for three years.
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22 May 2025
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21 May 2025
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“What about holding onto your rank? Aren’t you worried I’ll take advantage of you?” Hanbin said.
A small breath escaped Hao’s lips, stirring the air between them.
“And what if I want you to?”
Zhang Hao and Sung Hanbin have a messy history: four years at the same boarding school, an intense academic rivalry, and a drunken kiss that ended in heartbreak.
So when fate brings them back together for a high-stakes competition at one of the world’s most prestigious performing arts universities, old wounds are bound to reopen, and they both find that—just maybe—there’s a little bit of fun in the fight.
(or, what happens when you force two people who hate each other to spend 4 hours in a dance studio together every day)
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12 May 2025
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i love you (don't act so surprised) by humanbehavior
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
31 Dec 2024
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in which gunwook misinterprets ricky's advertisement about modeling, thinking it's for dress to impress. it is not.
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08 May 2025
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Taerae learned once that the sun is also a star. He looks at Matthew and understands.
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12 Apr 2025
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I don't want them to ever be apart ever holy shit
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In which Han Yujin grew up in a small seaside town, Ricky Shen arrives when he’s sixteen, and they strike up an unlikely friendship over stray cats and citrus fruit.
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11 Apr 2025
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When his friend Hao calls for him, in tears, to pick him up, Hanbin doesn't hesitate. What he wasn't expecting was ending up in a shady love hotel bathroom, cutting the hair of the boy he loves.
___“I haven’t been entirely honest with you.”
As Hanbin waited patiently for him to continue, Hao shuffled even closer, nestling his head against Hanbin’s erratic pulse.
“Really… I just wanted you to hold me for a moment.”
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10 Apr 2025
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call my bluff by arcadevotion
Fandoms: AND2BLE (Korea Band), ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
06 Apr 2025
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Gyuvin can’t remember the last time they did a livestream together.
It always feels like forever when they aren’t together. Honestly, that isn’t very often. Their entire lives have been spent together for the last four or so years. He’s lost track at this point. If he asked, Ricky could probably tell him down to the minute.
But they don’t really talk about stuff like that much anymore.
It’s weird. There’s nothing wrong but it doesn’t feel quite right.
Isn’t that the story of his life, Gyuvin thinks. At least only recently. He supposes this is what a life underneath the spotlight breeds. Thoughts of inadequacy and strange emotions he hasn’t felt enough to name.
Ricky could name them for him, if he asked.
Gyuvin's going through a hard time.