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    Oikawa is nine when he first hears the word. The boys on the playground whisper it like it's dirty, like the way they daringly mutter the word fuck and then look over their shoulders to check their parents hadn't heard.

    "You know Abe-kun from class?" they snicker, hands cupped around their mouths like they're passing along a filthy secret. "I hear his older brother is... gay."

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    01 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 29

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    Oikawa can’t breathe. This was supposed to be the perfect night, and instead, the worst possible scenario is playing out in front of him.

    The art is nowhere to be found.

    The large, standing easel that’s supposed to mimic a person creating art in real time, is barren. It’s just the coarse, potato-sack material against the wall. Oikawa is a fallen solider, helplessly standing in a trench as the world burns around him.

    A shrill voice pierces Oikawa’s ears and causes the crowd to turn in its direction.

    “The art—it’s been stolen!”

    (or, art curator oikawa tooru teams up with detective iwaizumi hajime to recover millions of dollars in stolen art, and he falls head over heels in the process.)

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    25 May 2026

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    Then he is reaching, reaching across the distance between them. Across the Pacific, the Caribbean. The Sea of Japan. Hirose River. The puddle of water that would gather on the doorstep of his childhood home on rainy days.

    Then nothing at all.

    Or: how Hajime and Tooru learn to bridge the distance between them over the years.

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    25 May 2026

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    “Your thoughts are so loud,” Hajime mumbled beside him, his voice lazy with exhaustion that Oikawa couldn’t relate to.

    “Sorry, must be the fact that I’m sleeping shirtless next to a stranger in a strange house in the middle of nowhere,” Oikawa bit back instinctually.

    Hajime just snorted at him, as if he was making a joke. “‘S’not that bad. Who knows? Maybe a bit of the country life could do you some good.”

    “Yeah? According to who?”

    “Well you did run away from home,” Hajime pointed out, and, well, yeah, Oikawa couldn’t really argue with that point. “B’sides, doesn’t seem like life has treated you too kindly so far. Change of scenery might not be the worst thing in the world.”

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    Or: Oikawa Tooru, J-Pop idol extraordinaire and the most popular celebrity in the country, is at his absolute wits end with how his life has turned out. He’s miserable, depressed, traumatized, and unable to see a future where anything gets better. The solution, he decides, is running away and ending his life. He isn’t exactly grateful to end up in the countryside with the farmer’s boy, Iwaizumi Hajime, instead, but you know. He’ll get there in time.

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    25 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 85

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    When Oikawa goes to Argentina, Iwaizumi doesn’t quite understand the feeling that sticks in his chest. Not until he breaks Oikawa’s heart.
    The distance between each other never felt that much, until they meet at the Olympics again.

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    Oikawa chases volleyball after a heartbreak, and Iwaizumi chases Tooru after breaking his heart.

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    25 May 2026