13 Bookmarks by never_really_here
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Clarke has a mark. Lexa lost hers years ago.
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08 Jan 2024
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Five months after breaking Lexa's heart, getting her back is Clarke's first priority. She doesn't care about destroying herself in the process.
(TW: Toxic Relationship Dynamics in the first part of the sequel. It's unhealthy and might be triggering for those who've experienced toxic/emotionally abusive relationships and/or have been cheated on. Could be used as a cathartic experience - it certainly has been one to write it - but beware of possible negative impact.)
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- Part 2 of gdau
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- English
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- 107,626
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- 28/28
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Bookmarked by never_really_here
11 Sep 2023
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It’s been six years since she walked out on Lexa, knowing she had broken her heart, knowing she would cry and mull over the words she had said, words that were too hard, words she didn’t have the right to say, words Lexa didn’t deserve to hear. It’s been six entire years and Clarke had never expected Lexa to wait for her, but something inside of her coils tightly when she thinks that she might never be able to make Lexa understand how much she changed her life, willingly or not, knowingly or not.
She owes it to herself to knock on Lexa's door and wait and pray she will let her get the words out before all hell breaks loose, before she kicks and screams and punches Clarke like she’s pretty sure Lexa wants to - if she were Lexa she’d want her head on a stick.
Gritting her teeth so hard she’s half afraid of grinding them to dust, Clarke raises her fist and knocks on the door.
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- Part 3 of bought, owned, earned
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- English
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- 230,618
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- 17/?
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- 1,084
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Bookmarked by never_really_here
09 Jul 2023
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You certainly come across intriguing personalities every so often when you tend bar. None quite so intriguing as the lone girl with cascading chestnut hair sitting at the end of the bar, drinking a whiskey neat and reading a book, however.
Except, wait, that's your new co-worker.
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The College Bar AU in which Clarke is the Mom Friend bartender, Lexa is the new hire, and everyone is really just a hot damn mess. Shot of Jameson, anyone?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 55,536
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 322
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- 8,145
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26 May 2023
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this heart, fossilized and silent (once was tender and once was violent) by Chrmdpoet
Fandoms: The 100 (TV)
19 Oct 2015
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Clarke is only three days into being a runaway when she realizes that she did not fully think this through. When she walked away from Camp Jaha, she took only herself, a handgun with limited ammunition, and the gnawing guilt inside her. Three days without food, water, fresh clothing, or bedding of any kind, however, and she is painfully aware of how foolish that decision had been.
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- English
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- 171,154
- Chapters:
- 35/35
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- 1
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- 5,290
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Bookmarked by never_really_here
26 Mar 2023
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in my bones and in my soul, always be in your control by Anonymous
Fandoms: The Haunting of Bly Manor (TV)
13 Dec 2022
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for the longest time, dani assumed that control was something that she craved. it was something she never had, something that was never an option. who wouldn’t want total control over their life? dani realized, however, that control was never what she was after at all. it was freedom.
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- English
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- 48,272
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 54
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- 321
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- 55
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17 Mar 2022
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you come to me (on a summer breeze) by poltergays
Fandoms: The Haunting of Bly Manor (TV)
16 Oct 2021
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They’re lost until they’re found.
or: Dani gets lost during a hike following a break-up with her fiancé and finds Jamie living in a cabin in the woods.
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17 Mar 2022
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dani’s heart lurches as she grabs jamie’s arm. this whole idea is stupid, and ridiculous, and unrealistic, but something about it is sparking in her mind. some vague vision of standing with jamie in the middle of nowhere, of road trips and sitting in the back of her truck–
of being with jamie. whatever that might mean.
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06 Mar 2022
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It's Christmas Eve in London. Jamie faces the consequences of losing a bet and learns something new about Dani.
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22 Jan 2022
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if you fall, i will catch you (i’ll be waiting) by cheryltonis
Fandoms: The Haunting of Bly Manor (TV)
04 Jun 2022
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“But just remember that she’ll be much better off if you take care of yourself too, yeah? And...if you ever feel like you can’t take care of her and yourself...you just let me know. I’ll be around...if you’ll have me.”
dani escapes bly manor that night with flora, unsure of what the following days will bring. but jamie is along for the ride regardless.
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04 Nov 2021
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bring home a haunting by QuickYoke, youngbloodbuzz
Fandoms: The Haunting of Bly Manor (TV)
09 Feb 2023
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Dani almost has her life together, when a familiar face arrives back in town after ten years. A childhood friends AU.
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- English
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- 380,682
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Comments:
- 622
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- 1,329
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- 336
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- 87,020
Bookmarked by never_really_here
03 Nov 2021
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Dani thinks something crackles between their shared looks, turbulent and magnetised, and suddenly the brunette is turning to face her fully, just in time for the chorus of the song—the chorus that, paired with the singer's daring look, nearly kills Dani on the spot.
"Do you wanna touch?
Do you wanna touch?
Do you wanna touch me there, where?"A thought comes, unbidden but entirely honest, blaring in Dani's ears: Yes.
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Dani's a down on her luck teacher from America who just wants to not have to worry about making rent for another month. Jamie's the vocalists of a rock-and-roll cover band who isn't necessarily trying to make it big, they just want to have fun and see where life takes them. They meet in a tiny dive called the Manor and—well, the rest is history.
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- Part 1 of jamie and the poltergeists
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 69,292
- Chapters:
- 19/19
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- 1
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- 912
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- 827
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Bookmarked by never_really_here
03 Nov 2021
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Bookmarked by never_really_here
03 Nov 2021