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He sings.
For a moment, the strings those hands touch do not belong to wood and notes anymore, but to Ivan himself. The young man is playing him, pads dancing on skin, opening his chest, brushing ribs, mellowing them into pluckable chords that make even a lifeless angel like him beautiful. This human makes him beautiful.Series
- Part 4 of rebel AU
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certain meals should be consumed warm. by hanji (notbadbrat) for heartiaac, falloutlaw
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
27 Aug 2025
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And there is no other answer then Till nodding earnestly, hips shaking with mischievous, conflicting intention, then his chin is yanked up and Ivan’s kiss robs him of any reason and hunger left.
It scares him, sometimes—the iron grip Ivan has on his heart, the spontaneous possessiveness moving Till when they are surrounded by people he might perceive as a threat to the happiness he has experienced since coming to terms with this relationship. Till feels like one of those romance protagonists from age-gap, DILF-tagged stories drowning in clichéd lines and sultry encounters, when in reality, most of the time, he is either basking in ordinary bliss or sinking into dread-filled scenarios where he risks losing everything he clutches fiercely to his heart.Series
- Part 1 of DILF Ivan
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jealousy made me admit you are mine. by hanji (notbadbrat)
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
13 Aug 2025
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Scattered moments of my jockemo omegaverse AU—omega Till is one year younger of alpha Ivan, who soon leaves for college.
Chapter 1] Jealous Till shenanigans leading to ivantill getting together.
Chapter 2] Phone sex, long-distance relationship.
Chapter 3] Till's heat.Changed to "Explicit" for later chapter, sex happens after both are 18.
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- Part 3 of jockemo OS
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“Till.”
“What?”
“It’s time to ask yourself what I was to you.”
The question lands strange on his ear, unusually participative for the apathetic ghost that enjoys digging the knife into wounds that never really started scarring. But Till has had years to think it over, and although the answer he can produce stems from imaginary scenarios and memories that are agonizingly starting to blur, he feels like he knows his heart a bit better, now.
“My friend. My family. My—”Series
- Part 3 of rebel AU
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for my mind is cast in the fire, bearing the burden of a sweet pain. by hanji (notbadbrat) for heartiaac
Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)
27 Jul 2025
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“I look at threats the way I look at any man or woman with too much power and too little discipline,” he says finally. Which is not how I look at you. All that I am rejects what you represent and do.
Till leans back, seemingly unbothered, yet a twitch of his brow and his lower lip curling slightly betrays him. His palms brace on the marble border, face cast on the water—his side profile a gift to the night, kissed in moonlight. One foot starts swinging slightly, heel tapping against the stone in a quiet, rhythmic tic. “And what does that make me?”
Ivan considers lying, but he has never been good at hiding what he doesn’t truly wish to cover. I look at you like I don’t know how to come to term with your existence. “A prince as beautiful as he is devious and unpredictable."
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- Part 4 of my alnst1930 fics
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Gu Yun stares down at himself in abject disbelief. Is this a divine punishment? Is this because he wasn't sincere enough in front of those bald don—in front of the esteemed monks at the National Temple? Has some buddha looked down on him and decided "fuck this guy in particular?"
Memories flash through his head one after another. All the times he'd snapped at Chang Geng that he was a qianyuan, not a damned kunze or a woman. We're both qianyuan. Stop messing with those, nothing will come out!
Well, he's definitely still a qianyuan, and there is definitely something dribbling out of his left nipple that could, theoretically, be described as milk.
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Avoidant Attachments by Sinister_Queer for bewitchinglyme
Fandoms: 杀破狼 | Sha Po Lang - priest
31 Dec 2025
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And then, as if it meant nothing but all the things that Chang Geng wanted it to mean, Chang Geng proceeded to kiss Gu Yun in the middle of his office.
It was at that exact moment, that Gu Yun realized he had to start getting his mail at half-past midnight.
(aka: local college professor!gu yun getting casually harassed by his student. it's fine. he's kinda into it.)
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Die For You by xiaoxqb
Fandoms: 垂涎 | ABO Desire (TV 2025), 垂涎 | ABO Desire (TV 2025) RPF, 垂涎 - 弄简 | Desire - Nòng Jiǎn
07 Feb 2026
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Huayong, so in love with Shaoyou, went to the trouble of becoming the first Enigma to become pregnant.
He said, Shaoyou's pregnancy gave him nightmares that he doesn't want to experience twice. Completely unaware, that his own pregnancy would become a lifelong wound and trauma for Shaoyou too.
[ NOW WITH SECOND SEASON ]
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How can I say by Sooniechan
Fandoms: 垂涎 | ABO Desire (TV 2025), 垂涎 - 弄简 | Desire - Nòng Jiǎn
03 Oct 2025
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“Stay.”
The orchids won the battle of dominance. It curled around the orange blossoms before tightening, caging it. Protection. His protection had turned into a cage.
Shaoyou’s body was frozen. He couldn’t move. His body howled, wanting to fight the domination. But another part of him wanted to kneel down and bare his neck. Beg for forgiveness.
“Face me.” Hua Yong didn’t sound like himself.
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In his attempt to keep a secret from Shaoyou—Hua Yong loses his control due to the stress and accidentally uses his enigma voice on Shaoyou.Bookmarked by notbadbrat
07 Dec 2025
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An Enigma’s obsession is dangerous.
An S-class Alpha’s pride is unyielding.
And once Hua Yong decides Shaoyou is his, no rejection will matter.A violent Alpha’s temper is legendary.
An Omega’s secret is dangerous.
And once Wenlang discovers Gao Tu’s truth, nothing will stop him from claiming him, forever.Series
- Part 1 of ABO Desire 🐺
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