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    Simon moves to London to start new, only to find it paralyzingly large and lonely. Enter Baz Pitch.

    An ode to dining solo, the London underground, and finding connection when you need it most.

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    16 May 2023

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    Simon Snow hasn't got a clue as to why he doesn't want to fight his vampire nemesis to the death. All he's got is a stupid plan to pretend that he and Baz are dating so that The Mage won't make them fight.
    Baz Pitch has got an envelope bursting with money and a burning desire to enjoy whatever time he can with the boy he loves. What he hasn't got is any clue what goes through Simon's head.
    The two form a truce and run away together for Christmas, eager to bask in the things the holiday ought to bring...while the threat of war breathes down their necks.


    Snow's blubbering stops short as he takes in the beauty of the hotel’s interior. The lighting is dim and warm, making the off-white walls gleam. The furnishings are wooden and well cared for, the polish immaculate. I can see several fireplaces at work with a cursory glance. Perhaps most lovely of all is the scent of fresh pine wafting from the various wreaths and garlands artfully hung about. There are little baubles and lights in them. I eagerly await evening, when the hotel surely becomes even cosier and dimmer—I’m certain the Christmas lights will look divine when twinkling in Snow’s eyes.

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    24 Jan 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 98

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    It's been ten years since Watford graduation, a whole decade since Simon last saw Baz, his boarding school roommate. And yeah--he thinks about Baz a lot. He's the reason Simon realised he's queer, after all. So accidentally stumbling into Baz's barre class? Sure. It affects him. Of fucking course it does.

    Baz, on the other hand, is absolutely unaffected, thank you very much, and yes--of course that's an all-out falsehood because fuck. How could he look at those moles and those curls and that horrifying coordination and remain unmoved? He's not a fucking robot, for fuck's sake. I mean, really--have you seen Snow is 5-inch inseams? Have you?

    This is the story of Baz and Simon. Of slutty athletic wear and supreme thirsting. Of social work and barre classes. Of friendship and accidental dating. Of risotto and sofa snuggles. Of two people who used to know each other, who are learning each other anew.

    This is the story of two people who find someone to hold their hand in the darkness.

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    16 Dec 2022

  4. Public Bookmark 75

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    I knew a boy, I knew a man that looked a lot like you
    I knew a time, I knew a place that felt a lot like you

    - Tom Misch, “Man Like You”

    This is a story about football, friendship, and family. It's also about two boys who grew into men and fell in love.

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    Baz is coming home to Solsbury F.C.
    Simon has been waiting for eight long years.

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    05 Dec 2022