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Dazai Osamu is the Demon Prodigy, the Black Wraith. Apologies, was, not is. How did an individual of such power end up like this? It’s truly pitiful that despite stepping into the light, he’d never fully escaped the hold of the mafia. Some habits simply couldn’t be undone.
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Dazai struggles with past habits from the mafia, whether that be self neglect or carving his mental state into his skin. However, this time he does have far more people to support him.
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“Admit you like pain.” Chuuya puts a commanding tone into his voice, loosening his grip on Dazai’s cock at the same time.
Dazai is quiet for a moment, just grunting softly as Chuuya continues to teasingly stroke him, fingertips barely brushing the flushed pink skin.
“I like pain,” Dazai finally says, practically whispers. “But only from Chuuya.”
“Good boy.” Chuuya presses a kiss to the center of his stomach, tightening his grip on Dazai’s cock, before immediately following it with a big drop of wax, holding the candle the closest to Dazai’s skin he has yet. Dazai arches under him, letting out a breathy moan. “Do you want to get fucked? Or more wax?”
It's a trick question - even if he chooses to get fucked, he's still getting more wax. Chuuya is going to drink up every moment of seeing Dazai like this that he possibly can.
Or, sometimes Chuuya's mouth moves faster than his mind. Sometimes that isn't a bad thing.
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- Part 2 of Dismantled
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28 Sep 2026
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Outside the waiting room. by fish_writes_words_and_stuffs
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
20 Nov 2023
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It made him think of that dream. The one from before.
Before inpatient and treatment and one nutritionist after the next, three-meals-a-day, exercise in moderation—
That phone call.
He thinks about it.
He thinks—
“Love, is everything alright?”
Kind, caring, he doesn’t deserve—
The self-doubt would eat him alive if he let it.
Instead, he gnaws on perfectly pink lips. Taps their finger in intervals of nine. Holds their breath, releases, and breathes again.
“Love?”
It’s concerned and kind and far too nice and sweet and caring because here he is cared for, here he is—“How do you feel about a trip to Japan?”
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Or, two idiots once met in a waiting room.
OR, learning to love, forgive, and do it all over again.
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In the waiting room; by fish_writes_words_and_stuffs
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
20 Jun 2023
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“Chūya, dear, you punched him in the face.”
“Yeah but—”
“And choked him—”
“It wasn’t that bad.”
“Dr. Mori diagnosed them with a minor concussion on the spot.”
Face red hot with embarrassing shame, “They started it.”--
Or, two idiots meet in a waiting room.
OR, an unlikely frenemy-ship.CWs in the tags with a fun little disclaimer in the author's notes!
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as the gold bleeds into grey by starcollectorsilas
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
26 Jan 2025
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At night, Chuuya dreams of the summer after he left high school.
Freshly eighteen, and he got out of school on the last Friday, packed a bag and left home.
He drove for three hours, until a sparkling lake and the setting sun greeted him, along with a row of red cabins, mostly empty for the first week or two of the summer holidays.
He fell in love there.Chuuya fell in love. Over the course of a week and a half, the brunette boy with seemingly endless charisma and a never ending list of things to do stole his heart and dug his claws in deeper than either could have expected.
As with all summer flings, it ended as fast as it started, and he returned home with an aching abscess he couldn't shake if he tried.
Then college started, and a slightly duller version of his summer crush took up the bed across from his.OR
After falling in love in the summer, Chuuya goes to college hoping to get a fresh start and forget the events of the summer. His roommate happens to be the boy he fell in love with, and there are some wounds that can't be healed, no matter how hard you try.
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For 1st year med student Dazai Osamu, excellence isn’t a goal — it’s a requirement for being allowed to exist. Raised by his father Mori, Dazai has learned that anything below 100% is failure, freetime is indulgence, and parental affection is something one has to earn. Trying to uphold these impossible standards, he gets confronted with how coping mechanisms meant to maintain control can lead to losing it.
Enter Chuuya Nakahara: sports science major, easygoing, backed by a supportive family, and the last person Dazai wants as a roommate. As their contrasting worlds collide and the pressure on Dazai keeps building he is forced to ask himself: is the price of excellence really worth it?
At 15 he brought back a 97 on a test.
"What did you miss?" was all Mori asked.
"One question,"
"And why did you miss it?"
"I misunderstood—"
"You didn't prepare properly," Mori cut him off. "Careless. Do you want to be a doctor responsible for patients dying because of such mistakes?"
"No, sir."
"Then do better."That night, Dazai stayed up late, re-reading his textbook until the words blurred together, fueled by fear of what would happen if he made another mistake.