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the summer / rin fell / in love by numenrot
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
04 Jan 2026
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Fresh out of school and on summer break leading up to his last year of high school, Itoshi Rin is set to spend these next three and a half months of his break shutting out the entire world, and doing what he does best: oil painting.
But Sae, one last time, gives a shake of his head. “You’re going to the Isagi household.”
"I'm going to what?"Out go his initial plans to oil paint all summer and with Sae's force, Rin happens to take up a gardening job at the friendly Isagi household. The son, however, is a total mystery. And as long as Rin does his job and doesn't get close with him, then it should be fine, right?
He never expected that upon meeting Isagi, feelings begin to swell up like a festering, raw wound. And unfortunately, whether Rin likes it or not, things start to happen between them.
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the colors of the clouds by frethunine
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
27 Jul 2022
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Yuuji lets out a little hum. One of his feet silently taps the air.
Suddenly, it clicks. Why that guy, his not-brother, had hired him. Why even Megumi finds himself warming up to him. He doesn’t want anything out of anyone—except for a bit of company.
Lying next to the boy with pink hair, the mountains are just mountains, the stars are just stars, and the flowers are just flowers, but they’re simply there, vivid and real in a way Megumi can’t remember them ever being. It’s as if he’s taken a step forward and finds himself, for the first time in a long time, sitting in his own skin. Skin that’s warm and inviting and that he doesn’t mind being in.
Or, in which Megumi moves back home after college, drained, disillusioned, and depressed, to find a new presence taking up space—one that belongs to a boy who teaches him to see color again, to breathe easy again, to be himself again, all without even trying to. Yet, it'll take more than the hand of another to pull Megumi out of the hole he's fallen into.
Bookmarked by numenrot
16 Aug 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
this is the type of work where you read not knowing how profoundly it could change your life. considered i'm a disgusting four years late to creating a bookmark this is a work i wil always revisit. even after three years since i've read this the impact on me is still so real to this day, and every chapter is so carefully crafted with loving hands from the author it's genuinely a must-read for itafushi fans or anyone who has a gravitational pull to poetic words and sceneries and the seasons. it's a wonderful read, like i'm in a dream and genuinely one of the best works of art that i've ever read because it's a choice to get lost in words, it's a choice to get lost in the things people make and this was the best choice that i've ever made in reading this. it'll always be in my memory, it'll always be a fic that i'll recommend and this drastically changed my life, too. the relationship between yuuji and megumi is so fatally realistic and the yearn for each other is above all else where healing is also such a prevalent thing in this fic. the secrets, the baggage, the hidden things, i love it all so much that i'm genuinely so grateful that this fic found me, and that i did not find it. thank you for making my life better.
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first love, late spring by cityboys for okkotsu
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
27 Mar 2021
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All it takes to ruin the careful equilibrium of a non-relationship is a handmade cup, a pixelated screenshot, and Megumi's family.
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Bookmarked by numenrot
05 Aug 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
either i will forever be cursed or forever quite sacrosanct when initially reading this a year ago never to fully quite understand what i was getting myself into. even through year's time this work has been in my thoughts whenever i start a new tab of a google doc and think to type out a new word, a sentence, or the finisher of a paragraph not really to know if i fully like it yet i'll always know the words i weaved, weave, and will weave in the future my fingers will be induced in this type of story telling. i'm not so much as picky but with a writing style, this will always be my favorite and something that i embedd into my brain. my motivation is quite nonexistent, not where i don't wish to write but i'm more of a mindless robot when it comes to writing in the diligence of waking up every day, forcing myself to get tea, open my laptop and channel all of the things i love into a mere word on a screen never to be fully understood by anyone but me. this fic, too, is my motivator. i love beautiful things. i love kind things. my heart bleeds for everything in this world that is soft and loving and quite tearing, now that i think about it where i'm not too sure if the words i will weave beyond this point will be anything of a grandular pinnacle. yet again, although still hard on myself i've come to a point in writing where the poetic-ness and the beautiful-ness shall be translated through words seen on a screen and the blood hidden behind it. it's only diabolical how a fic has impacted me this much where, most of the time, it helps me zone in on the uniqueness, the voice behind the words, one of a kind and not like anything else seen before yet heard of. that's what i love about this fic, what i will continue to do when i go on through life and write my own soliloquies and monologues and the useless stuff implanted into my head. i yearn for the beautiful things, the resplendent, the heartrending, thanks to this fic i have to shamefully admit i have found a part of myself.
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Flowers wont heal a broken heart by jaidyllic
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
16 Jun 2025
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Grief is confusing, hard, and incredibly painful. And with all of that comes the remembrance of things you once forgot. For Rin, he remembered how colorless life was before Yoichi— who shone light on his dull world. And now, after losing him, everything reverted to how it used to be. A constance of monotony and meaningless routine.
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18 Jul 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
unmoving, sitting on my friends bed whilst typing this with barely eaten stir-fry in a plastic white container, 9 PM, mind you, this fic will be like vines that wrap around my ribcage blooming any type of blue flowers that there is - morning glories, forget-me-nots, sky-blue hydrangeas. it's not often where i find a fic, especially under the rinsagi tag that utilizes color to its fullest extend like this one does - and at the combination of grief and the simple color of "blue" creates an outwordly piece of fiction, a piece of art. beautiful weaving of words, beautiful use of color to instill to us, and to rin, how isagi and his monochromatic shade of blue will be a thing always instilled, always a signature part of isagi's heart. perhaps it's the sappy part of me, that i've been too overdosed on the colors of the world, recently, and the abysmal amount of love that rinsagi has for each other, but this is a read that i will think about. that i will ruminate about. that i will love. while i cannot encapsulate my feelings, my gratitude, may these words of mine be enough, even if it's a tiny amount. wonderful read.