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  1. Public Bookmark 42

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    Shane Hollander has learned how to live under scrutiny.

    When that attention crosses a line, the damage does not end with escape. What follows is not a clean return, but a slow reckoning — with fear that lingers in the body, with love that must relearn its shape, and with the uneasy work of existing after something has tried to claim you.

    This is a story about being taken, and about coming back.
    About the spaces trauma leaves behind.
    About the people who wait.
    About what remains.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    Arlo watches Rozanov catch the small gesture their boss gives him and grab the black coat off his shoulders, draping it over one arm with his black leather gloved hands. It freaks Arlo out a little, the wordless communication that Boss has with his bodyguard. The way they move like a single being, with Hollander always a step ahead but never more than that step far. Rozanov walks if Boss walks, like there’s an invisible leash latched to some collar that only Hollander can tug at.

    It must be so humiliating, he thinks just as Boss climbs the long flare of stairs that lead to the main entrance and Rozanov follows behind him like an obedient dog. He wonders if he burns with the shame of subduing himself like that. Of reducing his entire existence to a single man out of obligation.

    Or, italian mafia boss shane hollander and his guard dog through the eyes of an employee. and then through shane's own eyes.

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    22 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    Shane Hollander is a talented, if slightly neurotic, bassist in a rockband that he started with his friend Hayden. Ilya Rozanov is the Russian drummer challenging Shane's self-control every single day as the band reaches unpredictable levels of fame in the early 2010s. The money gets bigger, the music gets louder, and fans are shipping them online, but only the two of them know what's really going on in hotel rooms and backstage bathrooms before their shows. Sometimes after. Sometimes during.

    Rockband AU!

    If you're like me and Hollanov hit you the same way Larry Stylinson did when you were 12, good luck and have fun.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Shane desperately tries to distract himself from Rozanov's damp curls, the sharp line of his stubbled jaw, the bonfire still burning deliciously in his lungs. God, he’s trying so fucking hard to escape his scent, taking deep breaths with his mouth, but with him right there, reeking like that, is like drowning into it.

     

    Or: the one where Alpha!Ilya accidentally imprints on Omega!Shane, but they spend around ten years denying it and yearing for each other.
    (another ABO retelling? fuck yeah another ABO retelling!)

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander knows how to endure pressure, but nothing prepares him for wanting the one person he was never meant to have.

    “Well,” Ilya said lightly, rubbing his face, “that was… interesting choice for night.”

    Shane’s smile faltered. “Interesting?”

    “Yes,” Ilya smirked. “Little mistake. But good one.”

    The word hit harder than Shane expected. Mistake.

    Ilya Rozanov drifts in and out of his life like destiny itself—charming, distant, impossible to read—leaving Shane to wonder which moments were real and which were merely accidents. Between rivalry and longing, silence and hope, the line between mistake and fate begins to blur.

    A story of two soulmates, bound in destiny, yet in constant competition with one another—a story of love defying all laws, knowing no end, and pulling the two players together against all odds. Love can be messy, pain-ridden, but it is also real, and Shane Hollander will find how beautiful it can truly be.

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    14 Jan 2026